haiyo...made a mistake today but nvm hack care la..
lazy to go barber cut fringe..so..
save money lor..cut myself...then anyhow cut
wth lor...stupid fringe now dam short la..
nvm..anywayz long also not gd
will get scolded by sabar..exercise also will block my sight..

ya..exercise..sian la..tmr badminton...
kena sec1 shuan hock..ruiqi say pro..darren say avrg..
lose then super malu..
nvm i gif them chance i see gd in them, let them pass..
jkjk..anywayz dunno if she recovered liaoz...
haven then left18 hrs? dunno la my maths fail..
jy for our class...ruiqi side is sure win de...
my side is sure lose de cuz got yuyong, tj and sikai
doubles i dunno...maybe we win? lol..

if win yuyong..still got sikai and tj
jt vs tj..nice combo...na crap..i veri sian la..
but yuyong said to be strongest in sec 2 so cannot win de..
tj 2nd strongest..sikai 3rd..wth lose le..
no moral...hahax...
may God watch over me...

Sian diao..
today 5.30 wake up..
6 leave house go padang for charity walk
so crowded there..like got abt 10k ppl
11 go funan..12.30 go back

anywayz badmin inter comin liaoz
i dunno how train
first round kena sec 1 sh..die liaoz..
jy to the doubles..
ruiqi is sure win for girls singles de..jy also anywayz

to wenkai first of all...eh i onli can use the com on weekends..
haiyo...after much prayer still one left wif illness..
get well soon...consume as much of the new med the doc gave u..
but dun overdose..

arh these few days super sian..
nth to do
nth to do
nth to do.....
onli thing gd is that i found out my phone walkman
can be used for karaoke
dun noe how i do then discover it can play music nia wifout lyrics
but onli can be done wif headset lor..

anywayz think my blog gonna die out le...
onli haf one lively tagger nia..

Haiz..i think there's an epidemic goin on..
so many ppl are down...
2 family mem down with sore eyes..
a few church frenz dun with sore eyes+ throat...
Donna down with flu sore throat and fever..i suppose..
In the end the strongest survives..ppl wif high body resistance
i guess i'm one of em.. :P..
well...i'll pray hard for u all..get well soon :)

anywayz today went to church hear preaching..
the preacher brought the msg across so strongly..
some ppl were convicted of their sins and cried...
includin the preacher as well and me...

Dun feel like eatin lunch..
k gg le..

er...
2day nth much sia..
onli go wif jialat to mac in the aft
get sir.qt to teach the congruent and simi thing
cuz we didn't listen in class..didn't do hw
so dunno any thing..
sir explain dam nice..clear summor..
a while then we are 'zenenized'

go home then play dota again..
still dam sucky..clark 1v1 me then kena owned..
muz improve...sianz..dunno how to also..
wenkai lesson sounds so untrustable..
muz try out my own ba...
gambatte..lolz..
kk..go train le..

K today post le...onli weekend then can use com sry..
er..today's dam...dam..arh dunno how describe la..
dam sabar dam evry teacher...onli some la..
spoil my mood..
to those who felt disgusted after the last 3 periods
cheer up la...the worlds not fallin down on u..
applies to me also..

arh 2day play dota finally after so long..
rusty like hell le..can bcome atm..
well anywayz..i didn't get caught by edmund ng
by my hair after i cut 1cm of the fringe..lol..

yea..my grandma outta danger zone le..
thanks for evrything..

2day heard from parents my grandma's
stabilizin..can talk now..and more alert..
thanks for the
support and concern..
appreciate it all..

still prayin..

a few hrs ago is the anniversary dinner..
went there so early just to
camp at raffles shoppin mall for 1.5hrs

b.lim wore dress for the first time..
stood out from the crowd..
1st part was the speech for 1 hr
sian so took out hp watch transformers while w8in..

after that eat the 10 course meal..
also nth much one.. some if bought from hker centre
maybe nicer..

met a sec 4 boy who has comments on practically
everything..
say about food..say about hp..
talk about teachers...talk abt performances..
abt hw...abt blah blah blah..and it goes on..
but he's quite interesting la..

210 one bunch of crappers...shout here shout there..
take picture in toilet send to evry1..go to other table cope food..
at least made the thing a bit livelier lo..

worst thing is i go poke mr e.ng's stomach..
kena hit on the back quite a few times by him after that..
still got wad....
ya eatin time minghe spoil my appetite..

eat halfway le tell me lilin from ballet in pri.schl
appetite dropped by 3/4..in the end didn't eat that much...

come back home on mrt camped at clementi..
then move to je camp again wait for my..
reach home camp down stair cuz got breeze..
after that change attire go jog a while,
slept down for abt 30 min feed mozies then came up again..

overall still an avrg. day..
still prayin...

Friday 13th onli wad...
all these things happened..

thought i could control my emotions
but turned out i can't..
just can't help it..happened so quickly..
so suddenly....

May the Lord bless and his mercies keep her..

Thanks to everyone that consoled me..
especially 2...

@#%&***
hell with him la...
arse hole nv say anything abt him
he backstab me..
bloody arse loserdog..

today nth much la...
after schl chiong home then chiong out again...
anywayz my parents gone overcs
so i'm free..lol

To whom i'm scoldin u btr b careful..

Today luckily my dad allowed me use comp a while..
so take the chance lor..hahax

today nth much la..
tempt. taking crap stuff..
nv bring thermo so go G.O
aft tt all the lessons super slack
nth to do wadsoeva..

acc sit with weisong then
gl mayee..lol..lame but fun..hahax

BB first time enjoy it dam much..
so dam windy outside..
drill sir let us in the shade
den got cpr dam fun haf to press the ribs of the partner
almost broke jj's ribs,
i oso pia his solar plexils...
Lol he kena tortured until like that..
but now then feel sad n guilty..
anywayz sry will do i hope, lolx

After parade best,
play nxt team but ball taken bac home by upp sec.
then jerry offer his ball play soccer dam fun la
no nxt team evryone slackin with the ball ..
abt 70% scored by header..
Wangcai sad case lor.. kena chosen be goalie
then i and jialat scoring against him..
not bad la his 1-1 can save quite a few shots.
then after that my team scold me say wad i dun take chances
when 1-1 wif wangcai..
so in e end play kelvin style get the ball onli
whack at wc..
sensation of whackin the ball at wc = shiok
sensation of seein wc hold his hand in pain also=shiok
lol..k i dam bad but jialat feels the same i guess...lolx

later sir offer drive my and me home..
jialat and gang waited for us in vain..lolx sorri sorri..
i tag with my go plaza mac..
he treat me upsize stud meal..happi happi...

lol kk i go le...

2dae i was free from the bondage...
the bondage of being trapped in the dark for so dam long..
the truth was finally unraveled b4 my eyes..
hahax...nvm nvm..its ok de..
i knw this day will come sooner or later
k la..actually quite pain when the impact landed..
straight b4 me..quite exaggeratin but that's how
i felt..but thank God that it happened..
was praying for it anywayz he granted it to me..

Quite a day today..
went to church today,
return home for lunch and a little com
then go back to church again at night...
watched The Core.

The worst is the Inspiration compo
sianz 500 words leh darn it man..
sabar dampen my mood by makin me sit in front
still not enough...
Anywayz as the JT style goes...
do everythin at the last minute :D

Just done it a while ago...
missed ugly betty but nvm..
no sacrifice, no victory..lolz
Weisong and Jialat wan me print for them
haiz..nvm my frenz wad..wad to do??

Today nth to do..
dwnlded transformers and watched it again...
dunno how long i still can live in this
quiet live of mine...feel so deserted..so desolated..
haiz...when will this stop..when will this end...
Haiz...

Haiz...
today still the same as ytrd,
feel so empty...so alone..
wad's gone into me???
Seriously..wad's goin on...

Got a cbox finally in the blog
after much pestering..
Pls respect it,it has as much dignity as a human
so dun spam..

Live Earth starts juz now at 7..
plan to watch it to cure my emptiness..
maybe until tmr...haiz...

Dunno wad's gone into me 2day...keep feelin so paranoid.
Nothin went rite 4 me man...jialat blocked my shot,lost in next team blah...
somethin's wrong but i just dunno wad issit, arh pray for a better future..
Haiz...