today had aq training
lol ok la the so called 4km..
i think lesser lor..
ran constant speed but kok keep pushing me lols..
but i dun care i just ran my pace haha
caught up with the rest still :P
zzz
after that there was some 'captains ball' or sth
the ball dam small..
we nv won a match so keep doing pumping..
grrr....
welll anywayz after that was guitar cycling
and soccer a while lor..
then i went to eat my brunch(breakfast and lunch combi)
then went home with miao lor..

kok weide and yw went to boonlay and eat..
weide cuz he wanna buy bottle..
as for the rest i dunno lor haha..
so secretive..zzz
now i'm blogging while waiting for sch rumble to buffer finish
haiz..
dam slow...
anywayz have a nice day guys!

Lol how to elaborate?
must say which part ya dun understand...

hmmm today was gaming day
and a little physical training =)
morning i played ca
with miao and naki
haha quite fun but got once
naki and miao go another team...
my guess is they pangseh lor haha..
anywayz still the same headache after a while so
went to rest my eyes =)

Haha ate breakfast during that time.
lol that was at 11-1130 that time start to eat...
zzz like lunch like that haha.
hmmm anywayz quite nice ate
wonton noodles
the seller gave me a lot
haha i think i too shuai le =) lol
thickskinned ass..
haha but it was nice.

After that i played 2 games or 3 i dunno
of dota with kel and kok and kj and miao
and kw i think..and zhengda
at different times la but bubu all the while
there to host =)
so its not inhse but pubby =)
owned 1 game lost 1 game
i guess =)
hmmm but lossing that time
heated arguement man..
dun wanna go into it haha
i'm a good boy =)
so kokwee was the one who played
peacemaker haha.
i kept quiet
cuz i tot if i helped out it would
turn out worse =)
aiya but game only
all still good frenz right? >.<

So after that i went to baba
hse with bubu and yaoboy
haha baba bubu an alphabet diff
haha lol laughing at that is quite bad
but cant help it =)
ok but before that i bought chicken rice
with added meat and rice =)
bubu also bought but his
half eatened...zzz
haha so we went there
talking about many stuff.
laughing at lame things =)
yaoboy and bubu lol...
yaoboy gl bubu bubu gl yaoboy i sit there watch
haha=)

Okay when we reached there no one
wass there man...
so bu and i sat down and ate our 'chicken rices'(if there's such stuff)
haha
but bu ate a mouth then say dun wan le..
he say keep for later..
haha
mine look so appetizing yaoboy was hungry
but i ate it all haha dun wan share man.
so he went to buy potato chips =)
heeeheee

After that we played soccer with
the malays and ourselves
haha quite own la..
but sometimes a bit screwed up =)
yaoboy and bryan work very well
yaoboy dribble like siao bryan also
imbah la haha.
then suddenly dunno why bryan do shitty tricks
then yaoboy dun wanna lose out so he did
a bicycle kick =)
off like siao haha.
but make everyone laugh.
nobody played le after that so we were
sian. kok weide yy and yw went home.
made it worse
haha so bubu wanted to go home
haha then he rmbed his chick rice =) haah
but he dun wan eat le so gimme!
heehee
but the sauce become sour le..
nvm lor food wad
still eat finish =)
got kelvin's saliva! haha dun waste it ^_^
hmmm so we went back home
i bought a large packet of milo
too bad and lucky jialat not there le =)
cuz he couldnt drink it
and i didnt want him cope too much =) haha

On the bus
yaoboy suddenly told me abt obama
being the anti-christ
had a short convo abt that with him
leaving bubu confused..
but glad he is =)
hope he's interested then i can tell him more abt it
hope evryones interested =)
so i can tell all haha.
well after that was super quiet..
lol yaoboy eat in bus =)
potato chips lol..
then bubu was scared we look at his msges haha..
i stoning and enjoying the air con
wa today's bus air con dam strong=)
i like haha..

Hmmm after returning hm
bathe and played a game of dota =)
now blogging lor =)
mok's clinkx is good haha.
well anywayz enjoy the rest of the day =)

heres another song
its called
A Twist In My Story
this song to
secondhand serenade was when he found out
when he had a baby
and this meant a big turn in his life =)
well to me...
neh dun wanna go into it =)
enjoy

A Twist In My Story
Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

My whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
So you see, This world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

ups and downs today as usuall =)
but i'm ok cuz i've learned to take every
gd thing that happened to me as a blessing
and every bad ones as opportunities
to learn from what i lack.
Many lack this attitude, hmm
but i'm also not there yet la, sometimes
i still flare up for crappy reasons.

today i woke up early to meet miao
at his busstop and go together to sch for
aq =) woke up to early and had nth btr to do so went
directly to his hse to meet him lols we were suppose
to go to our individual busstops lols
but nvm get to talk more ;p haha.

the bus was super crowded man, squeezze here and there.
saw 2 nanhuarians there one sleeping, the other reading some
books =) miao and i squeezed right to the back to get some seats
haha stupid sia we quarelled to let the other sit down,
then after that agreed to sit together when there're 2 seats haha.

as usuall anyone who goes to some activity of the
sch with me wil surely arrive late =) no exception today
later for around 15 min? luckily they just started the 4km route and
saw us so they waited =) haha not bad.
lol i laughed too much on the jog with miao that i couldn't run properly.
hmmm but nonetheless, from the last became mid =) haha
tyco de.

well anywayz after that we had power training.
ok la at first miao and my timing were quite accurate but after the 3rd one
i screwed the timing so we were off 2 sec sian...
last lap was chiong haha.

after that was own time own target =)
do anything ya wanna.
some went to watch netballers (^.^)
haha. some played badminton.
i practiced juggling with weide and cycled
not bad at the first part of juggling until after wd
screwed then we both tired, adrenaline not flowing
well so could not juggle that well.
haha but nice la =)

after that the rest went to eat while miao and i went home.
haha we talked a lot about ppl's steads
and the story behind em =)
interesting haha. though a bit gossip but fun =)
long time nv talk to ppl like that le esp miao since
pri sch.
nxt one was jialat, donna was the last i talked so comfortable with..
but..ya all know =)
things have to change and live's gotta go on =)
we're still frenz though i dun make enemies =)
haha.
hmmm well thats all for today hope to
get more interesting days!
maybe fri would be nice =) haha
love ya all!
this is a song that means a lot to me,
its called 'Like A Knife'
talks about like after you've gone through a decline in
a relationship and u are the one who wants it to go on.
so the other partner's words will cut deep into you like a knife...
i've felt it, think most of you had.
enjoy =)


Like A Knife

I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,You'll see me wasting,
you'll see me wasting awayCause today,
you walked out of my life
Cause today,
your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.
Cause today,
you walked out of my life
Cause today,
your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember
Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.
Cause today,
you walked out of my life(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today,
your words felt like a knife(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life

Just done up the music =)
now's the whole album in the blog.
I'm a big fan of ss, though he doesn't know me
haha but he added me as a fren =)
not bad right haha >.<

today was tiring
and dota i played like shit..so
here i'm standing b4 u all apologizing...
my bad..

fireman course today and we
owned the test noone failed =) but
the talk was hard to concentrate cuz
we were all super tired after lunch and
we are sitting with the air conditioners.
many snoozed off, but i was able to
sleep a while then wake up with the help of my fren
vin, we took turns to sleep haha =)

after that a few of us went to school to help out
with some BB stuff =)
it was fun but i ended up being late for tuition
haha but nvm =)

bryan gave me hope but not enough..
not blamming u..
just that i really suck at football, haiz..
gotta train hard to pass the trials..
thanks all =) i really owe ya all lots.

Here's Secondhand Serenade for all of ya =)
hope he doesn't mind his songs on the blog.

thanks again all and sorry

Blessed birthday to you Jialat =)

okay we went to fico today
for soccer and jialat was late haha..
nvm he bdae boy ma =)
the court was smaller then gombak
but the texture's good. goalpost small but tall,soso la..
overall its a gd place to celebrate his bdae
cuz of the Football For Life theme he has.

hmmm well some of the games were rough..
some went smoothly.Haha
the overall champion should be us ba..
the yw team haha. obvious we hung in the court
for the longest period of time heehee=)

after that we departed. Jialat went with
mangalee and kj to his pri sch ppl there
for a second celebration(i suppose)
the rest went to eat while bu,ws,dc,my and me went back home
on 187.haha quite a lot of fun playing with MY and BU's shoulders
make them sian haha..
then ws and dc played pes on the phone..
ws totally owned dc haha...
dc left first followed by ws.
my,bu and me went to the coffee shop to makan
haha not bad la my food except for the
damn chicken rice.
why mine have bones then bu dun have..
unfair.....
unfair.....
unfair.....

so now i'm posting eating dinner soon =) haha
once again


BLESSED BIRTHDAY JIALAT!!!

Wenkai lol yea i was quite sian..
nth to do so yea...
haiz now also..
kena pangseh by frenz so
have to wait for nxt match to dota lor..
grrr..gerrard msged me when i was polishing
so didnt look at phone..
and it got me into this crap..
sianz nvm i dun blame him..
blame myself for
afp'in (away from phone)

alright today's events were good..
morn i went to my church and worshipped..
after sunday sch i went back home..
and in a few min i went out again to meet my frenz at clementi
haha..
we went to expo for an eye-opener
to this real inspiring speaker.
Nic Vujicic.
somebody who had no limbs.
the way he talks to the congregation was
superb. with no fear and favour of any man.
spoke with much power, he really is
a servant of the LORD.
after that he invited ppl to commit themselves
to the Lord and many went to the front.
Blessed be the name of the LORD!
Learn 3 impt things.

Firstly,
FEAR= False Evidence Appearing Real.
how true is this.
we always fear the things that are to come.
And they usually are not as we perceive them to be.
thus we amplify that cowardness in us and
when we face it. BAMM! we lose the battle straight away.

Secondly,
FAITH= Full Assurance In The Heart
true also.
Faith is the substance that makes you believe in
something that you cannot see.
If one has Faith in God and that his
Son, Jesus Christ our Lord came down to this earth
to die on the cross for our sins, paying the debt
we owe to God, which is Death.
We have just gained that Full Assurance that
we are gonna have eternal life!
how wonderful the Lord is toward us?
If we could just take time, we can see signs of
God's love towards us that love him.
If ya had not known Jesus and ask him for
forgiveness and cleansing of your heart,
now is the accepted time, now is the time of salvation!
Pray to Him and ask for it, for when you ask of it,
he shall give it to you in his own will.
Even now i still can't fathom his great love towards me.
though i suffer much in life, i have that assurance of going to heaven =)
Ask ya all sth.. would you rather have a hell of a time going to heaven?
or...have a heaven of a time going to hell...
the choice is up to you guys.
Faith is the first step towards your salvation.

Lastly,
If God doesn't change the circumstance you are in now.
He wants you to use this circumstance to his own works.
Be comforted and proud to be God's tool to be a blessing to other people's lives =)
we sometimes pray and pray for sth to happen
but nth does.
2 choices. one, to forget all and mourn over your plight.
conversely, you can accept this fate,
and use this to change your life, give yourself hope.
others might be in the same plight as you so
you're not alone.
they may be in the same plight as you but may not know
our Lord. so we can use this opportunity to
share the Word of God with them and
God-willingly, they'll come to accept the Lord.

well i know this may not be of your liking.
but all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
You my fren, and everyone around you are
sinners. And you are not fit to go to heaven.
I'm sorry, but it's not that we Christians are not sinners too.
We are, but Jesus has paid the price for us and all God wants us to do
is to believe in Jesus and that he lived a sinless life,
dying on the cross for us he paid the price.
because this fact of just believing is too simple for human minds
to accept, that is why many have not filled the emptiness in their hearts..
I'm poor but i'm the richest guy. Because i'm a child of God the ruler and king
over all, he will give me inheritance far greater than the world could ever come to
think off.
so pls my frenz out there. You may be angry but i just
have to say it. The end times are coming,
One will rise and give peace to the world one day,
but he is not the Christ. Rather he is the anti-christ.
but he'll try to convince the world to believe in him by giving world peace.
for 7 years the world will have peace but after that. the anti christ will
force all christians to believe in him or else die.
there will be 7 years of tribulations after that and the world will hate christians.
because of the anti christ. I assure you this will happen! Please
Dear readers, i know you all don't wanna be hated, but if you are
hated, you know that you will be with Christ after you die and the rest are just
preparing their path to hell.
after the rule of the anti christ.
The Lord will come again. Jesus will come and a war between
God and Satan will start. God will destroy this world we are living in now and those
that do not believe in him will be thrown in hell.
at that time, people will try to pretend as christians
but God will not care about them.
Hell is full of flames that your soul will feel but
you will never die. you will feel the pain for eternalty.
I rather live a life for God and go to heaven than to waste my time
enjoying myself now then going to hell.
wad's 70 years of our life here to eternalty in hell.
Heaven or hell..the choice is yours to tell.

My Nanhua frenz, you can come talk to me or Jt abt it.
For readers talk to your Christian frenz about it.
everything in this post is true and will come to pass.
Believe it or not.
b4 the rule of the antichrist, many christians will disappear from
the earth to meet with God. I believe that this is bcuz God does not want them to
suffer the tribulations ahead. But he leaves some to tell the world about
this truth.
This war is inevitable. Please my frenz.
Come to the Lord now and ask for forgiveness..
All will come to pass and i believe you all wouldn't want
your soul to be cast into the pit of hell forever...

Once again, Nanhuarians, talk to me about this if you want to...
and Dear Readers talk to christians around you.
The End times really is coming.
I'll leave the choice to you....
God Bless....

Haiz stevieg...
spamm too many papers not good for health man..
needa distress..
however dun be like me too =) play too much neglected my studies..
how am i gonna take o's man..
dun bcome no lifer pls...whether in games or studies..
i wan u to be u =)
man so long nv post le...still a short post for me =)
haiz i'm feeling...


HALF ALIVE

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight