ups and downs today as usuall =)
but i'm ok cuz i've learned to take every
gd thing that happened to me as a blessing
and every bad ones as opportunities
to learn from what i lack.
Many lack this attitude, hmm
but i'm also not there yet la, sometimes
i still flare up for crappy reasons.

today i woke up early to meet miao
at his busstop and go together to sch for
aq =) woke up to early and had nth btr to do so went
directly to his hse to meet him lols we were suppose
to go to our individual busstops lols
but nvm get to talk more ;p haha.

the bus was super crowded man, squeezze here and there.
saw 2 nanhuarians there one sleeping, the other reading some
books =) miao and i squeezed right to the back to get some seats
haha stupid sia we quarelled to let the other sit down,
then after that agreed to sit together when there're 2 seats haha.

as usuall anyone who goes to some activity of the
sch with me wil surely arrive late =) no exception today
later for around 15 min? luckily they just started the 4km route and
saw us so they waited =) haha not bad.
lol i laughed too much on the jog with miao that i couldn't run properly.
hmmm but nonetheless, from the last became mid =) haha
tyco de.

well anywayz after that we had power training.
ok la at first miao and my timing were quite accurate but after the 3rd one
i screwed the timing so we were off 2 sec sian...
last lap was chiong haha.

after that was own time own target =)
do anything ya wanna.
some went to watch netballers (^.^)
haha. some played badminton.
i practiced juggling with weide and cycled
not bad at the first part of juggling until after wd
screwed then we both tired, adrenaline not flowing
well so could not juggle that well.
haha but nice la =)

after that the rest went to eat while miao and i went home.
haha we talked a lot about ppl's steads
and the story behind em =)
interesting haha. though a bit gossip but fun =)
long time nv talk to ppl like that le esp miao since
pri sch.
nxt one was jialat, donna was the last i talked so comfortable with..
but..ya all know =)
things have to change and live's gotta go on =)
we're still frenz though i dun make enemies =)
haha.
hmmm well thats all for today hope to
get more interesting days!
maybe fri would be nice =) haha
love ya all!
this is a song that means a lot to me,
its called 'Like A Knife'
talks about like after you've gone through a decline in
a relationship and u are the one who wants it to go on.
so the other partner's words will cut deep into you like a knife...
i've felt it, think most of you had.
enjoy =)


Like A Knife

I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,You'll see me wasting,
you'll see me wasting awayCause today,
you walked out of my life
Cause today,
your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.
Cause today,
you walked out of my life
Cause today,
your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember
Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.
Cause today,
you walked out of my life(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today,
your words felt like a knife(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life