Have you lost your way..

2010-06-21T13:57:00.002+08:00

Last week i had a church camp from
Monday all the way to Friday.
Though i hated the first morning..
It was great =)

the first morning was hated because
i had to wake up at 5plus.
My dad was in charge of some bus admin
so gotta be there super early.
reached church at around 6.
there, we waited for the coaches and the rest of the ppl
to come.
i took the time to sleep.
we got on the bus first cuz the people in our
group arrived first.
i went up, put my headphones and slept through.
all the way until the immigration chkpt where we gotta go in
witht eh passports and all.
then in malaysia we had the same thing.
after that, i slept again..
until we reached the restaurant for lunch =)
haha the food was great!
got to meet a few new friends.
After lunch i was all pumped up
and couldn't sleep.
haha just then a few ppl in the bus were playing big two
haha i just played along with em until we reached malaysia.

reached awana hotel at around 315pm
and checked in.
the rooms are nice, i was at the 17th floor
it was cold man.
haha spent 3 hrs unpacking and watching tv before
heading down for dinner =)
dinner was buffet style =)
in fact
breakfast lunch and dinner were all in buffet style haha
nv hungry there man.

After dinner we had a message on
''Potrait of Love I'' by our camp speaker Prof William Harding
he was an american =)
love his accent.
the next day was part 2 and 3 of e portrait of love
one wed was ''That Little Piece of Flesh That Dwells Between Our Jaws (Tongue) part I and II''
Thursday was ''How to Have Unity In the Church'' and How a Christian Brother Who Sins Against Us is To Be Treated''
during the msges i learnt that
Christian Love
-never seeks revenge against the offender but endures the offend
-is naturally disposed to do acts of kindness
-ain't jealous
-is modost, recognising all credits belongs ultimately to God
-humble, recognizing that all it has is by e grace of God
-is good mannered
-ain't selfish but seeks the good of others
-ain't angered by hurtful things done towards it
-doesn't hold evil against the offender but forgives and treats him/her like the offend didn't happened
-sympathizes with righteousness
-patiently bears all troubles and annoyances that comes to it
-believes the best of others and is truly disappointed if evidences show otherwise
-expects the best with regards to all things that others do
-bravely and calmly bears all sufferings and persecutions that come to it.

i learnt about the tongue too
how it is a weapon of destruction too
i learnt that Christians how are not blessed with the gift of teaching should'nt teach.
this is cuz teachers are more severely judged than normal christians.
the tongue is the hardest thing to control in the body.
if one can control what it says. he/she is a Christian adult
an uncontrolled tongue breeds destruction
if one doesn't control his'her tongue
they can hurt many many people.
the tongue is an embodiment of all evil.
the tongue can easily disobey all the 10 commandments.
misuse of the tongue can cause destruction the many things
e.g marriage/church/social life/business/school etc

To have unity in e church
we basically needa control our tongue,
build relationships, be content with our own spiritual gifts,
recognise that our gift are of God,
recognise that we are dependent on each other
and care for each other.
And as how should a brethren be treated if he sins against us
we gotta go privately to him/her and tell him/her about it.
persuade that person to repent and get right with God.
if that fails, we get a few others to come with us and do the same thing.
if he or she still doesn't repent, the elders of the church will have to step in
and if that person still doesn't wanna repent, he or she would be excommunicated from the church.
all we have left is the pray for the brethren. If it's God's will they will repent and get right with God
and will be reinstated back to the church.

during my free times i played sports with my fellow Christian friends.
I learnt how to play tennis and a bit of frisbee =)
it was cool haha.

Alright so after the camp,
reached back to Singapore.
a few days later I had a rematch with Tianjun's team.
the game was so intense.
I scored 2 for my team, Mingyao scored 1 and Darren Scored 1
Tianjun's team scored 2.
we won 4-2
after that i treated myself to a good meal before leaving for home
and to church =)
then back to home where we had 3 games of dota and
a few games of failed green circle td
LOLs

kk cya =)
jtjz

2010-06-12T02:40:00.002+08:00

Today was BB outing day.
Organize by our very own lamp post.
Ho Kok Wee.
lols he today quite happy and high leh.
dunno why prolly cuz he had the 4/5 outing at sentosa first.
vball and beach soccer.
standard things to do in sentosa de.
well anyway, mingyao, weiming and i were late
cuz we waited for each other.
so we arrived at around 2.30 in
Ngee Ann City's 5th lvl
To Seoul Gardens =)
my place to be haha.
Yea but it was already crowded with people.
Like what the chinese would call it.
People Mountain People Sea.
If you know what i'm saying.
so we had to wait 2 turns before ours.

yeap the fee was $14.10 per pac.
quite good for a feast there =)
haha
everything was meat.
what we needa do was just to place it on the hot plate and
burn it up, burn it up for you baby ~
fun sia we just spammed and spammed and spammed.
like what we do everytime =)
made me remember of our trip to malaysia
how we spammed the food and koped from the sjabers =)
nice memories ~~
haha i made them refill their sausages 4-5 times
haha happy sia.
ate so many diff kinds of meat.
lemon grass, mutton curry chicken
teriyaki and it goes on~~
haha dessert was icecream.
spammed around 6 scoops for myself.
Yea but still a lil hungry.
the rest wanted to go so..go with em lor.

Shaun Teh actually had a celebration with aaron for his
belated birthday but gave it up to come with us
cuz he couldn't take the lure of playing pool with us.
haha he weiming and i went to pool while the rest went to the $1
LAN shop to play left4dead.
our pool game was fun sia.
although we lost all the rounds to weiming.
Bloody school team player.
Haha but fun
he teach us tricks we don't know cuz we were super new to pool.
zai sia weiming..
we make one mistake he clear half the table le. turban.
Lols after that we went to the $1 LAN shop to look for e rest.
they played another 10-15 min or so before leaving the shop.

We went home after that.
the whole mrt trip they were just talking about the
Left4dead they were playing just now lol
pool nothing much to talk about also so the 3 of us quite quiet haha.
reached home,
bathed, played ai with weiming while he updates me on the
world cup opening match.
it was a bloody draw...zzzz
dumb sia
but i saw facebook a lot of people saying that the shoots were super fast.
should be a nice game i pressume.
after that dc and i joined the pubs to vs Weiming, Clarkson, Wenkai, Aaron and Mingyao
in a Dota game where we lost.
yea it was quite expected la, but i tried my best not to feed also.
my score quite weird. 0/3/9
0 kills, 3 deaths and 9 assists.
haha nvm la i think quite okay leh cuz vs so zai a team.
die 3 times considered okay ba i guess..
yea after that was a drafted match which we lost
our team consisted of Clarkson, Aaron, Wenkai, Mingyao and I.
Clark was lagging due to his internet. cuz linked to the worldcup
too many users.
I dunno how i played.
Part of me said i did my best, the other part said fml.
yea but anywayz the other team was good.

wow its already 2.58am..
guess i should sleep soon.
hoping that sunday comes quickly..
i'm really looking forward to the 202'07 bbq =)
haiz but Sabar's court is under renovation.
Can't soccer or tennis le..needa get other forms of entertainment.
hmm but at least i get to see my friends =)

Quote of the day: When things don't go your way, still smile and say it's okay...

Kk Goodnight guys/girls
jtjz

2010-06-10T13:49:00.001+08:00

yea naki said i improved =)
gotta work more on the mapawareness manzz
it's hols now lo
i'm just waiting for sunday to arrive
cuz it'll be the 202'07 bbq.
not that we're gonna bbq the class but
we're gonna have a bbq for the class =)

jtjz

2010-06-08T13:44:00.001+08:00

Last test of the week..
I shall PAWN IT!!!! RARRR

2010-06-02T00:12:00.004+08:00

"Cinderella walked on broken glass.Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.Belle fell in love with a hideous beast.Pocahontas risked her life for a feast.Jasmine married a common thief.Mulan was given disbelief.Ariel walked on land for love & life.Snow White barely escaped a knife.It was all about blood, sweat, and tears, because love means facing your biggest fears ♥" Jade ( FB friend)

haha found that quite true =)

yea so today was quite a weird day..
we were all finding chen
weide morn sms him ask him abt soccer
i smsed in evening asked abt soccer
he didn't answer until 11:43 pm
turban
we had a big group searching for him sia...

lol today went to watch the prince of persia.
ain't that nice a movie but
kok thought it was not bad.
dunno why lol
yea i was late for the movie koped nachos from clark
and some food from kok after the movie
best excuse i just found out
" Sia la...I injured leh "
haha
k cya

2010-05-31T00:52:00.003+08:00

Just to post about ytrd before we go on to today.
Yesterday Clark''s Symphonic Band had a concert in Victoria Concert Theatre.
Nice place, Nice Atmosphere, Nice Statues,
Nice Writings, Nice Paintings and most of all Nice Concert.
I met up with Weide Kokwee and Youwei at Cityhall
to makan first before heading towards the place.
haha i was late.. As Usual =)
haha they went on ahead to Burger King to eat first.
Caught up with em fast enough to order with em haha.
yea and we were talking about AJ stuff..
YEA YOU GUESSED IT... I DON'T HAVE A SHITTY CLUE ABOUT
WHAT THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT......
okay yeap they were also talking about having a BB outing =)
NAIZE
hope my hols come soon...
jc'ians all having their fun now.. i've got my MST nxt nxt week.
2 Test Though but still gotta mug for em
JY MAN!!!!!

K Back to the concert
Jian Peng Aaron and Boon Chang were also there.
they nv get seats for us sia.. in the end we gotta get our own seats
yeap but the concert was nice
I actually did some illegal recording cuz i saw ppl doing it
when they announced no unauthorized recording.
yea so i see them do i also lor.
The first piece was 1941 by John Williams
Second was Noah's Ark by Bert Appermont
Third, An American Elegy by Frank Ticheli
Fourth was Disney Fantasy
Fifth, Juggler by Shinya Takahashi
Sixth, Fiesta en la Playa by Brian Mason
Seventh was Tico-tico by Zequinha Abreu
8th Angels By Robbie Williams but done by their own member
Lastly was The Galaxy Express 999.

all not bad la
but the encore was naize
haha Wonder Girls Nobody Nobody and a few more.
we took some photos with the painting of the late Goh Keng Swee
and Raffles
yea can find em in my facebook photos =)
During that time, BoonChang made a Chiobu pissed man..
She went " BoonChang!!!"
BoonChang went " Who is that? "
when she heard it, she became emo and walked away..
then after she walked away then he realised who she was
but didn't do anything.
aiyo..so ungentlemenly la.
He should go apologize to that girl sia.
At least via msn or sms or smth.
Clark couldn't go back with us cuz he gotta go back to Hwa Chong
debrief i guess...take out underwear haha.
we ate breadtalk and went home.

Yea now for today.
i woke up in the morning feeling like PD ~~~ LOL
na i woke up a 7
washed up and went to church
after service went to Sunday School where we discussed
BGR
i actually found it quite true.. BGR spoils your relationships with ppl around you
you'd be more sensitive, over-protective, super secretive
just change your life for the worse..
I decided that i shall not date until i'm ready to get married =)

After that went home played a lil Dota
won all =) so naize
haha
then went to Zhenwei's Condo for playing...
and dam this shit.....
we went there. there was no ball to play in the swimming pool..
so i volunteered to go back to my home to get a ball since mine was the nearest.
came back an hour later with the ball perspiring..
Singapore's weather is so damn CRAZY!!
ok so if it wasn't bad enough that i went home and back
and perspiring.... a glass shard pierced my feet while playing in the swimming pool man
haizz... damn pain lor...
played 10 min
got an injury.
the feeling was zai la...
just zai.....
stopped the game, i went on land
the shard was square...how did it go in i don't know.
but it's harder to get out than a sharp edged one.
my left leg was totally numbed. i can feel a lot of blood flowing to that leg.
i almost white out 3 times while waiting for help.
Had to lie down and breathe slowly..haiz
yo and the worst thing is..zw bo first aid kit...
but that's not all..
they went to the guardhouse..THEY TOO HAD NO FIRST AID KIT.
i was like YAY THIS IS THE BEST SITUATION ONE CAN BE IN MANZZZZZZZZZZ..
so in the end i slowly got the shard out with my finger nails..
lucky haven cut yet if not chui..
pain sia got out a bit then lie down and rest cuz the blood flowed away from the brain.
just keeps happening until it finally came out.
Zhenwei used *toilet paper* as a bandage to stop the bleeding.
applied a lot of pressure on that wound.
But i can't feel a shit cuz it was totally numbed.
Wenkai also helped by pressing super hard.
thanks dudes.
while naki zhen and clark trying to help.
Martin and Axel were listening to music,
thanks man...

In the end got it plustered and
i forced myself to play soccer and bball,
which killed the wound even more =)
before going home Zijing Clark and I went to get a drink.
Zijing went to get a bite. Large Meal Subway Meltz.
So we gotta wait for him.
haha talked about random stuff there before heading home.
Upon reaching home Zj called me and asked me to see the doc.
say some person tio same thing as me then got infection and died.
i'm not afraid of death, i didn't like the docs too.
will my luck prevail or will death consume me
yea i went to msn to have a vote
cuz dunno whether to go doc or not.
asked them to choose between playing with death or getting a life.
all said get a life instead of playing with death..
so i guess i gotta go then...
kk Gdnight Guys/Girls
Love ya'all ♥

2010-03-01T22:06:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was 202 steamboat/buffet day!
was really looking forward to it
days before that.
Saturday i layching requested for me to organize
a movie outing before the steamboat.
my feelings..to put it nicely.
i was thinking...
''yea maybe it'd be good for us to get together earlier
before eating, hmmm but i think it's a lil late a notice ain't it?''
yeap and so i sacrificed a few hours of my sleep
to search for timeslots and movies and cinemas near to chinatown.
found 2
plaza sing and cathay
yeap so i mass sent everyone who're going lor.
along with the msg layching wanted me to tell the peeps
to wear nicely and comfortably
my msg was with ''no shorts pls''
was referring to the guys
and i got some hostile remarks from someone..
shall not say hu..
which added up to a more pissed feeling.
k so i mass sent around 1 o'clock
hoping to get all the replies by 11 o'clock on sun
so i sacrificed 3 hrs of slp for this...

what do i get?
i woke up late the nxt morning
for church. so i had to attend the afternoon service
which would mean i would have less time go home to change..
halfway through the service i received complaints that the timing was screwed up.
and not everyone had replied me..
k lor..i ren..
after service i chionged to plaza sing to look for another timeslot
to aid those peeps who cant arrive at the point of time..
only 1, lil big soldier
and so i told the rest abt it via sms
just to get a msg that really ticked me off.......
just for that moment in time though,i dun hold grudges
but that was really a bad moment to send that msg..
cuz the feeling was heaped up since ytrd..
ok so youwei the kind hearted lagger called me on the phone
and asked for the situation
woots you helped me a bunch thanks bro
yw helped me check
and found that cineleisure had a 3+ timeslot
for wolfman and lilbigsold
so i sent the remaining few to tell em about it
met up with bubu and clarkky first
they came tgt haha
so we went to cineleisure and ate our lunch there
bbq chicken!
haha then sun bian watch koream popconcert
soon yw and naki joined us
naki was singing all the way with the kpopers
while we ate
haha and zhenwei got lost in cineleisure took quite a while b4 he found us

haha anywayz we watched lil big sold
it was gd haha but we missed a few min of the beginning T.T
haha then after that we went to chinatown mrt
and we pq'ed there for a while b4 we finally found the right portal outta the platform haha
we saw wenxuan who came from soccer
then we went to the steamboat place..
yaya ppl said i was overdressed..
cant help it right..for the movie i couldn't even go home change le..
turban sia.
reached there le i went wth..
cuz
the buffet was seafood flowing and there was pork..
which i dun like and dun eat respectively..
so i was super turned off by the food that time..
Yijun was telling me eat more veggie..
i was thinking, yea that's what i'm doing cuz the meat here's not my thing..
so the only meat i ate was hotdog!
other than that..just veggie and the freeflow of drinks
haha but nvm la everyone was having so much fun so i thought i wun ruin it
so just keep spamming the veg and eat lor to blend in to the eating mood
haha..
then at the end there was photo taking..
the guy was asking ppl the shift in a bit..
so i moved my chair and accidentally hit it on xiujing's leg..
paiseh..really sorry bout it..
and what do ya know..
everyone was doing the sec 2 me pose..
lol wth haha.
dam weird man
then we walked around chinatown before the girls went home.
took a few pics during the walk though haha.
zhenwei and i were singing the lil big sold song while walking
addictive man the song..
haha after the girls went home
we walked around aimlessly and realised there was chingay haha
saw douglas and his frenz on the chingay vehicle
what luck haha.
then we went to mac to eat icecream b4 heading home.
saw 190 bus stop so
bubu and i separated from the rest to take the bus
what the heck..
we waited 45 min just to realise the bus route was changed due to chingay...
turbanzz
luckily we found out and used mrt to newton then changed to 700
for a direct ride home..
super fast cuz of expressway

haiz still..missed first 20 min of the
manu vs aston match
it was 1-1
i went to bathe and watched finish the first half
brought my laptop out and facebook a while waiting for the 2nd half to begin
manu was a bit funny with the def in the first half.
i think they received the hairdryer treatment
cuz after that
berba ran for the first time O.O
haha then rooney scored a nice header into the top corner
bubu must learn from valencia
just need a gd faking skill and buffness
haha and gd crosses too =)

k thats all.
hope kuanlian gets the pictures uploaded soon =)
cya
jtjz

2010-02-11T12:11:00.002+08:00

hey guys
been bz lately i guess so
can't blog long
haha just special thanks to
those who remembered the day =)

Rankings for the wishes goes:
1st Donna
2nd Weiming
3rd Weiming's cousin
4th Weide
5th Kok Wee
6th Wen Kai
7th Vincent
8th Lay Ching
9th Kelvin
10th You Wei
11th Kuan Lian
12th Lilin
13th Weikong
14th Kaijie
15th Decheng
16th Canteen Drinks Stall Uncle
17th Huimin
18th Clarkson
19th Yaoboy
20th Mingyao
21st Yi Lin
22nd Bee Leng
23rd Evelyn

Try to be faster next year =)
and hopefully don't forget haha

haha better luck next time
jtjz

2010-02-02T20:52:00.004+08:00

today's a weird day cuz i didn't feel tired
even though i slept so little
haha
slept at 5 in the morn,
which is the time my mum woke up lol.
that's cuz i went to run at 2
then came back cannot sleep le dunno why..
haha but
achievement =)
can run for 36 min without stopping le haha.
must train until can run 2hrs non stop =)
although its hard.
haha
i woke up at 11 today quite okay i guess..
6 hrs of sleep.

first thing went down to buy brunch =)
wanton mee...
lol promised jt not to eat pork but still did it in the end
haha
nvm la.
once in a while is okay =) heehee
then.. spend my whole afternoon anime'ing..
super sian
haha wenkai i dunno which ones you find meaningful about my posts
but they are all revolving around ''Sian while waiting for poly''
haha.

oh well
for those who are experiencing hardships
in life.
here's some inspiring words by ......
I don't care who my enemy is.
If he rips my arms off, I'll kick him to death!
If he rips my legs off, I'll bite him to death!
If he rips my head off, I'll stare him to death!
And if he gouges out my eyes, I'll curse him to death!

determination will definitely help you conquer your enemy in life
haha mingyao is on orientation for his poly.
leaving me to solo bb tmr.
haha well..
GAMBATTE to me..
and to everyone else

=)
jtjz

2010-01-31T20:18:00.004+08:00

i've heard from someone that
big fights and quarrels always leads to
clarity among the 2.
always believed in that
and will still continue believing in it..

there are people out there just like me
always being misjudged and trying to keep their cool.
which will never help
cause in the end they just explode.
shall not go into the details.
the summary of the whole thing from start to finish
=
very normal question posted by Person A
with a sarcastic tone
to Person B.
Person B realises that immediately and
replies sarcastically.
soon what seems to be a very calm situation
just blows up into somewhat a
warfare.
Person A realises he is in the wrong but
pride stops him from apologizing
and continues springing false claims on Person B.
Person B defends with evidences
and reveals more of Person A's wrong doings.

well the fight didn't stop and
nobody got an agreement in the end
so where's the clarity?
well ain't things cleared up among the
audiences?
We know the deeds of both of them so it's
clarity among us so to speak.
haha

but this situation promoted disharmony
as Person C, one of the 'bystanders'
couldn't take it as C
holds A and B very dear
and so C suffered an emotional trauma
a scream followed by deafening silence
as A and B stopped to see what happened.
Afterwhich there was sobbing and pleading
to stop.

I bet you all were thinking that it was sure to stop right?
Well it didn't
continued for a while more before
A and B walked separate ways.
well what do you know?

Fighting surely clears things up,
but a coin always has two sides.
the bad thing is another suffered due to it.

moral of the story?
wanna fight? Do it alone where nobody's watching
or clear things up before things get nasty =)

haha
what a nice plot for an English Composition
well
maybe silence is golden afterall...
or so i guess..
change is impossible in the fog of ignorance that's one thing for sure

cya
jtjz

2010-01-30T01:55:00.002+08:00

bored...
bored...
bored........
damn..maybe waiting for poly to start
ain't something i should be proud off..
almost everyone's starting their jc life
and i'm rotting at home.
was asked to find a job but i'm too lazy.
maybe it's my fault then.

haiz..
everything's just not the same anymore.
usually i wake up and turn on the com to see
an instant question from bubu asking for a game
of dota.
now, the anticipation is there but
nobody asked anything.
it's just like what naki said about
being sick during school days.
when you wake up and turn on the com
just to find nobody there to greet you.
jc life though it's gonna be tough
but i think you all are enjoying your orientation
while i'm at home doing nothing.
it's quite funny to find that..
although njc is one of the most
mugg school in my opinion,
it's the students at nj that are always coming
online while the rest continue
MIA.

how i missed
Nanhua...
how i missed
2/2'o7...
how i missed
my Friends...
how i missed
my Teachers...
how i missed
Tu[AI]d...
how i missed
Boy's Brigade...
and how i missed
you...

it just feels everlasting.
though it's holidays,
it feels like torture..
boredom and loneliness....
will this ever end?

2010-01-27T21:53:00.003+08:00

well
actually i wanted to post after the

S202 '07 bbq

but i forgot and it led up until now
haha cuz now nth to do ma

haha k..

202 bbq that day was the most memorable one

for me.

although there weren't as much people as the last few bbqs.

well firstly i woke up at around 9 plus

and prepared for church that starts at 1045

reached home at around 1.

thought to myself dam..got nth to do man
so i asked Layching if she needed help preparing while i was watching anime online

she agreed and said meet 30 min later

which i thought.. dam why so fast...

i didn't care so i watched another 2 episodes b4 setting of for yew tee

haha

in the end

i made her wait 30 min for my arrival which ironically

i didn't feel guilty for.

thats cuz i always make my bb ppl wait 1 hr or even 2 haha.

well went there and helped her carry the bbq stuff...

she ordered too much hotdogs..zzz

okay so before going to Zhenwei's place

we did some more waiting for Lilin and Xiujing.

only then did we proceed to his place.

upon reaching we went up his house to do some defrosting of the hotdogs.

Zhenwei's family cooked up some beehoon for the bbq.

while waiting for the rest to arrive Zhenwei and i watched naruto for a while.

and then..

the waiting starts..for me only somemore..

Layching sent me to the mrt to wait for the rest and bring em there

cuz they do not know how to go.

k went there,

Jason and Donna arrived first.

then the waiting starts...

Minghe arrives shortly after complaining about the heat cuz of his uniform.

waited........

O.o Ruiqi Huimin and Xianya arrives

and the wait starts again...

and again..

and poof! Kuanlian arrives, that was when i thought..

finally we're are outta here!

and then she said she wanted to wait for Mayee

okay..

so lets all wait for her then...

Mayee arrived quite quickly so didn't really wait that long.

haha and so we went there.

dam i hate waiting...

i think

i was feeling what my fellow bb felt when they waited...

i only waited 30 min but they waited 2 hrs...lol..

sorry guys

haha well i just realised that the guys..

should be the ones to start the fire too..

no offence la but

guys are more experienced ma..
we know how to start the fire more effectively

so at first the girls set up the fire and started cooking.

i realised that it was quite slow, the cooking..

so i offered to help lor =)
Clark joined me after a while and we had fun playing

with the charcoal haha

yeap but it was a success =)

we made the charcoal heat up quickly and effectively

haha the food then cooked at a much faster rate.

some of us played volleyball while others tennis

and soccer while waiting for the food haha

i think volleyball really brought us together

had quite a lot of fun.

and there's a common interest (no offence boy)

laughing at Jason's blunders

tennis was fun too =)

haha well in the end we took a photo together with the Sabars

haha and we played with the Sabar's too like stopping their car

when they were going back haha =)

FUN lol

well after that the girls went home

leaving the guys to clean up

haha

we spammed the remaining chickens

and food

and took some photos in the dark =)
funny ones, scary ones you name it!

haha but it ain't uploaded yet..gotta wait for Clark's com or internet or facebook to be ready haha

but i got some pics that were uploaded by Kuanlian and Huimin

these are pics they took during the bbq among themselves.

can get them on fb

haha

yea we got into dota speeches, the guys

and it was superb haha

one example is Kelvin's note on fb

check it out.

k cya guys

2010-01-21T20:32:00.002+08:00

today was a typical day
woke up at 12 and ate my brunch
lol
and dotaed
haha not bad leh
we won all the games haha =)
then bubu was quite sian cuz of leavers
so we went to the td room to play some
dota OMG lol
same game but
we can choose our skills
ain't that cool?
but still
there were leavers..
dam it
so bubu played a little more and his bro came back
to snatch the com lol..
haha tts abt all for today ba
maybe i'd go for a jog latta but see how it goes first =)

ytrd
went to bb to help out
but there was nothing much to do actuallly..
just overseeing the whole thing
haha but soccer was quite fun though heehee=)
ytrd softballers came back too as in the grads
grad dancers too
lol.

watch britains got talent on youtube and was
mesmerized by susan boyle
she's a singing talent man..
nv judge a book by it's cover
for those who has my msn u can go to the link on my pm
haha
well thats abt all
cya

2010-01-16T23:06:00.004+08:00

eh lax la bro
no need spam vulgar ma...
k today went for bb training in the morn
lol
i had to conduct the warmup with like
6 ppl?
lol
in the end only 2 really did the training
the rest was like slack lor...
well anywayz
after that had a match emphasizing on def
my team mem was cmi la..
only kok commanding def and i the mid..
still can let in 3 goals leh..
turban they all dunno how def de..
think it is unimportant...
hell no..
it's the most impt man..

okay after that we went to sumo hse
to lunch
lunch halfway thought of going see weide at orchard.
so we went
haha
but b4 that we stopped by at botanic gardens
and did random stuff
haha
kokwee is a furion!
summon treants at the botanical gard.
and can teleport somemore =)
haha
super cool.

then we walked straight to taka..
it was a long and winding road but we reached it haha
met wangcai at the undergarments department HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
then weide layching siewkian yi an at the dunno wad department
various ones ba but quite close.
then we ate kfc tgt
until they had to work
then wangcai's turn to break
he and kel ate icecream
wangcai fed the pigeons with bread lol
feed until so many come
haha.
after that he went back to work then we walked around and saw
huanyuan
lol go there got trouble immediately sia
straight away some MDIS ppl come ask us for meaning of success
turban
waste time..
then we explored a while more and went home
haha went with bubu
he ate dinner out and couldn't finish haha
so i ate for him haha

went home and continued the 500 days of summer
interesting quotes
''most days of the year are unremarkable
they begin, they end.
with no lasting memories made between them
most days, have no impact on the course of our lives''
and
''you can't describe great cosmic significance
to a simple earthly event.
coincidence,thats all anything ever is.
nothing more, than coincidence''
cool quotes haha =)

hmmm
i think thats all for today le =)

2010-01-15T01:40:00.002+08:00

lol
i'm someone who lacks
self discipline so i will neglect my blog sometimes
haha
happening la my hols
go bb chalet
after that went to pri sch chalet
so many things
all forgotten le
haha sorry la naki and clark..
i think i play too much then forget to post :P
try to blog more nxt time..
seriously forgotten everything that happened

2009-12-20T00:38:00.002+08:00

LOL my second nan hua customer
none other than naki haha
was really shock to see you there
lol although its inevitable
cuz u said u were gonna visit me real soon
but didn't expect it to be today
haha
today wasnt much la just any other normal day
except in work
lol
miao miao got admirer la he attract too much attention liaoz
people take photo of him secretly using their hp
lol
but another worker big mouth say out
now i know
and i'm a bigger mouth i use blog lol
everyone can see ( only naki and clarkky ) lol

k anywayz
i realized that i'm quite a failure.
shall not say why haha
keep guessing =)
byez

2009-12-18T21:12:00.002+08:00

kk posting..
got a job recently
recommended by miao miao
lol
at ulupandan
so near naki's place
and my first day of work got
clarkky as my customer lols
work was quite fun
although gotta do a lot of sai kang
but
the workers there are seriously like family
haha during work
everyone gives it their all
after work we converse with each other =)
very easy going people but fun loving

hmmm gotta give it to miao miao man
attract a lot of attention haha
the 2 female workers got his no. alrdy le
zai kia
haha
oh yea recently we also had a soccer match with
ajc
stupid man
i was pushed off?!?!
by a guy who doesn't look like a strong person..
emo. lol
dived twice and got fouls for both
but yw wasted those chances
he was off form i guess.

then we went to nyny to eat
yong zhuang asked for it but he's the first to zao
leaving us to foot the bill
~!@#$%^&*
very exp leh
168.31 bucks lol
i ate a meat platter crazy
a lot man
first time cant finish when i'm on form..
lol
after that we were all dam drowsy
when i reached home i slept dunno how long
until kelvin called my phone for dota lol

we also had a match with hwa chong guys
lol kinda easy man
9-2 was the final score haha
they are divers man
nv touch them they fall down
lol
too slack le the game
yw was dulan cuz no challenge i presume
haha
i went from striker to centre back
slack like siao keep talking to james until he let in
a goal haha
but nvm we still leading like crazy

hmmm recently been thinking
we've only got so little time in our lives
lets make the most outta it
go out with frenz if possible.
spend a bit money nvm de
dun wait until too late..
just dun be too spendthrift
its good to experience a new thing with your frenz once in a while
then when you think back
you won't regret what you did in your life
regrets are useless when its too late guys
bye =)

2009-12-11T02:57:00.002+08:00

today's short i must say
cuz i woke up at 1250
what do you expect haha

hmmm the moment i on the com
i was pulled into a ''mass convo''
with bubu naki and aaron
the JOBLESS PEOPLE! =)
but its not regarding dumb jobs
its regarding dota instead haha
hard to get a good game the whole afternoon
all leavers after kena owned..zzzz
sucks man
then we had mini games
pudge war, poke the angry ogre and uther party

had chat with one of my pri sch mates after that
while waiting for miao miao to reach my place
haha
he reached, earlier than expected dam..
haha wanted to slack more but
nvm
we're late for soccer
which was supposed to start at 630
haha
we reached at around 650?
but we didn't give a dam cuz we were
always the 2 latecomers haha

played soccer halfway
some weird malays came and told us they booked the court
WTH?!?!?!?!
public court is for all de
no such thing as booking
they even showed us the letter from the town council lol
i reckon it was fake but hell man
we were forced outta the court unwillingly
lol
according to them they were national soccer team under 15? or 16 ba
i dunno
but
nationals include girls?????
you think wad
SEA games badminton?
got mixed de arh
even soccer is single sex de..either guy or girl soccer
dumb

kay
we went to the bball court beside to play soccer
the goal was the pole of the bball thingy
split 6v6
jianpeng went to become anti social and psped
lol
beat up clarkky for saying shit in msn
got into some weird shit with bubu
dunno if its my fault or his
but hell
both ba
who cares lol
bygones b bygones
magical boy did his magic and volleyed onto the post
dunno how he did that
think its tyco lol
play a while nia then everyone zao le

then we realised that the
so called nationals peeps were playing with small kids
pri sch in fact
wth
nationals play with small kids
only deprove themselves nia
should ask us play with them
let us own them
then they can improve ma
by playing with the better ones
we become better ourselves =)
thats my theory
it works for me dunno abt others haha

then youwei and kok left us
to go eat with the rest
left with miao bene and me
we played big 2
2 matches.
the lights went off
then sian diao
so we parted ways
miao and i went to the bus stop
bene went home or eat with em i dunno lol
reached home got 2 songs made by jt
nice but his voice not really suited haha
but it was still nice =)

read manga b4 writing this
lol didnt keep track of time haha
3:12 le wth
i go sleep le ba
lol though its a short day
this is quite a long story haha
well..
life is short and fragile
we should live it to the fullest
and find what we need b4 it ends
hmmm
thinking of going plaza sing to buy my guitar parts
no guitar very
bu zi ran
and very sian
cuz 1 less thing to do
haha
we've cr8ed the JOBLESS UNITED grp le
haha
btw its for sec 4 nhhs students 2009
so sec 3's too bad and students from other schools too bad too =)
haha
sec4s reading this
if u are jobless pls come to our group =)
if u have one
and come
u are dead

okay i go sleep le thanks for reading
gd night/morning
=)

2009-12-09T10:09:00.002+08:00

clarkky also
lol
ytrd we went to
'the pitch' or something like that
to play soccer with the hwa chong weirdos
didnt think it was a gd match

lol nth much to say after the o's cuz
everyone is jobbing
and no one wants to go out
dam crappy
let's cr8 a Jobless United group!

2009-12-05T01:52:00.003+08:00

haha
wenkai keeps me going man..
tot of stopping le then see his tag
haha nice.
hmmm
recently Stikman introduced me
to a website with all the series of shows in it
haha
watched Mentalist and got hooked onto it
like he said
ended up going on and on
until season 2 haha
but sadly it stopped there le..
i guess they didnt upload it ba
Anywayz i'm way pass the one showing on tv le so no fear
haha

Bubu found a job
Gerrard too
Clark too
Ah ming too
naki not sure but..
KOK TOOO
wth man..
i guess i gtg find a job too
dun wna be left out with no $$
haha crap la so sian..
at home
wake up
eat
dota/maple/watch show/soccer if there is/msn
sleep
this is a no life guy blogging lol
so its not gonna be interesting haha
but thanks for reading.

gd phrase by kok from mentalist
''A true artist watching a cheap imitator until fear made you a believer''
watch it and you'll find out =) gd night/morning
Byez

2009-11-26T23:21:00.001+08:00

Gombak is the place to be
if u wanna be bbq'ed that is..
i became black after 3 hrs of soccer i guess...
today siao de
exercise day.

after that went to swim then play basket ball
then now exercise my fingers in blog and dota..
k byez and nightzzz

2009-11-25T19:18:00.001+08:00

SIANZZZZZZZZ

2009-11-19T00:06:00.003+08:00

Lol was planning to go all out in gaming..
zz forgot about my post abt blogging after o's
zz
who are you diaoz lol..

prom is crazy thats for sure
i'm preoccupied with gaming too lol

so long nv blog le
now feel so awkward..
what should i say..
O'lvl was okay
didn't really study for it but was quite manageable
started mapling again cuz dunno wad else to play
then dota came in again
and wth i'm noob once again
so many new things
lost touch also
kena scolded, feel so retarded.

tmr is bbgb combined camp and
me along with some fellow grads are going to help out
its 145 for those who are coming along =)

so long...
JT

2008-11-28T15:30:00.002+08:00

today had aq training
lol ok la the so called 4km..
i think lesser lor..
ran constant speed but kok keep pushing me lols..
but i dun care i just ran my pace haha
caught up with the rest still :P
zzz
after that there was some 'captains ball' or sth
the ball dam small..
we nv won a match so keep doing pumping..
grrr....
welll anywayz after that was guitar cycling
and soccer a while lor..
then i went to eat my brunch(breakfast and lunch combi)
then went home with miao lor..

kok weide and yw went to boonlay and eat..
weide cuz he wanna buy bottle..
as for the rest i dunno lor haha..
so secretive..zzz
now i'm blogging while waiting for sch rumble to buffer finish
haiz..
dam slow...
anywayz have a nice day guys!

2008-11-26T21:23:00.002+08:00

Lol how to elaborate?
must say which part ya dun understand...

hmmm today was gaming day
and a little physical training =)
morning i played ca
with miao and naki
haha quite fun but got once
naki and miao go another team...
my guess is they pangseh lor haha..
anywayz still the same headache after a while so
went to rest my eyes =)

Haha ate breakfast during that time.
lol that was at 11-1130 that time start to eat...
zzz like lunch like that haha.
hmmm anywayz quite nice ate
wonton noodles
the seller gave me a lot
haha i think i too shuai le =) lol
thickskinned ass..
haha but it was nice.

After that i played 2 games or 3 i dunno
of dota with kel and kok and kj and miao
and kw i think..and zhengda
at different times la but bubu all the while
there to host =)
so its not inhse but pubby =)
owned 1 game lost 1 game
i guess =)
hmmm but lossing that time
heated arguement man..
dun wanna go into it haha
i'm a good boy =)
so kokwee was the one who played
peacemaker haha.
i kept quiet
cuz i tot if i helped out it would
turn out worse =)
aiya but game only
all still good frenz right? >.<

So after that i went to baba
hse with bubu and yaoboy
haha baba bubu an alphabet diff
haha lol laughing at that is quite bad
but cant help it =)
ok but before that i bought chicken rice
with added meat and rice =)
bubu also bought but his
half eatened...zzz
haha so we went there
talking about many stuff.
laughing at lame things =)
yaoboy and bubu lol...
yaoboy gl bubu bubu gl yaoboy i sit there watch
haha=)

Okay when we reached there no one
wass there man...
so bu and i sat down and ate our 'chicken rices'(if there's such stuff)
haha
but bu ate a mouth then say dun wan le..
he say keep for later..
haha
mine look so appetizing yaoboy was hungry
but i ate it all haha dun wan share man.
so he went to buy potato chips =)
heeeheee

After that we played soccer with
the malays and ourselves
haha quite own la..
but sometimes a bit screwed up =)
yaoboy and bryan work very well
yaoboy dribble like siao bryan also
imbah la haha.
then suddenly dunno why bryan do shitty tricks
then yaoboy dun wanna lose out so he did
a bicycle kick =)
off like siao haha.
but make everyone laugh.
nobody played le after that so we were
sian. kok weide yy and yw went home.
made it worse
haha so bubu wanted to go home
haha then he rmbed his chick rice =) haah
but he dun wan eat le so gimme!
heehee
but the sauce become sour le..
nvm lor food wad
still eat finish =)
got kelvin's saliva! haha dun waste it ^_^
hmmm so we went back home
i bought a large packet of milo
too bad and lucky jialat not there le =)
cuz he couldnt drink it
and i didnt want him cope too much =) haha

On the bus
yaoboy suddenly told me abt obama
being the anti-christ
had a short convo abt that with him
leaving bubu confused..
but glad he is =)
hope he's interested then i can tell him more abt it
hope evryones interested =)
so i can tell all haha.
well after that was super quiet..
lol yaoboy eat in bus =)
potato chips lol..
then bubu was scared we look at his msges haha..
i stoning and enjoying the air con
wa today's bus air con dam strong=)
i like haha..

Hmmm after returning hm
bathe and played a game of dota =)
now blogging lor =)
mok's clinkx is good haha.
well anywayz enjoy the rest of the day =)

heres another song
its called
A Twist In My Story
this song to
secondhand serenade was when he found out
when he had a baby
and this meant a big turn in his life =)
well to me...
neh dun wanna go into it =)
enjoy

A Twist In My Story
Slow down, the world isn't watching us break down
It's safe to say we are alone now, we're alone now
Not a whisper, the only noise is the receiver
I'm counting the seconds until you break the silence
So please just break the silence

The whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

And I'm longing, for words to describe how I'm feeling
I'm feeling inspired
My world just flip turned upside down
It turns around, say what's that sound
It's my heart beat, it's getting much louder
My heart beat, is stronger than ever
I'm feeling so alive, I'm feeling so alive

My whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
Your tears turn into laughter
And it takes away our fears

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
I'm finally waking up, a twist in my story
It's time I open up, and let your love right through me
That's what you get
When you see your life in someone else's eyes
That's what you get, that's what you get

So you see, this world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you
So you see, This world doesn't matter to me
I'll give up all I had just to breathe
The same air as you till the day that I die
I can't take my eyes off of you

2008-11-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

ups and downs today as usuall =)
but i'm ok cuz i've learned to take every
gd thing that happened to me as a blessing
and every bad ones as opportunities
to learn from what i lack.
Many lack this attitude, hmm
but i'm also not there yet la, sometimes
i still flare up for crappy reasons.

today i woke up early to meet miao
at his busstop and go together to sch for
aq =) woke up to early and had nth btr to do so went
directly to his hse to meet him lols we were suppose
to go to our individual busstops lols
but nvm get to talk more ;p haha.

the bus was super crowded man, squeezze here and there.
saw 2 nanhuarians there one sleeping, the other reading some
books =) miao and i squeezed right to the back to get some seats
haha stupid sia we quarelled to let the other sit down,
then after that agreed to sit together when there're 2 seats haha.

as usuall anyone who goes to some activity of the
sch with me wil surely arrive late =) no exception today
later for around 15 min? luckily they just started the 4km route and
saw us so they waited =) haha not bad.
lol i laughed too much on the jog with miao that i couldn't run properly.
hmmm but nonetheless, from the last became mid =) haha
tyco de.

well anywayz after that we had power training.
ok la at first miao and my timing were quite accurate but after the 3rd one
i screwed the timing so we were off 2 sec sian...
last lap was chiong haha.

after that was own time own target =)
do anything ya wanna.
some went to watch netballers (^.^)
haha. some played badminton.
i practiced juggling with weide and cycled
not bad at the first part of juggling until after wd
screwed then we both tired, adrenaline not flowing
well so could not juggle that well.
haha but nice la =)

after that the rest went to eat while miao and i went home.
haha we talked a lot about ppl's steads
and the story behind em =)
interesting haha. though a bit gossip but fun =)
long time nv talk to ppl like that le esp miao since
pri sch.
nxt one was jialat, donna was the last i talked so comfortable with..
but..ya all know =)
things have to change and live's gotta go on =)
we're still frenz though i dun make enemies =)
haha.
hmmm well thats all for today hope to
get more interesting days!
maybe fri would be nice =) haha
love ya all!
this is a song that means a lot to me,
its called 'Like A Knife'
talks about like after you've gone through a decline in
a relationship and u are the one who wants it to go on.
so the other partner's words will cut deep into you like a knife...
i've felt it, think most of you had.
enjoy =)

Like A Knife

I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,You'll see me wasting,
you'll see me wasting awayCause today,
you walked out of my life
Cause today,
your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
Goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain
And no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same.
These streets are filled with memories
Both perfect and in pain
And all I wanna do is love you
But I'm the only one to blame.
Cause today,
you walked out of my life
Cause today,
your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.
But what do I know, if you're leaving
All you did was stop the bleeding.
But these scars will stay forever,
These scars will stay forever
And these words they have no meaning
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember
Stay with me,
Or watch me bleed,
I need you just to breathe.
Cause today,
you walked out of my life(Stay with me, or watch me bleed)
Cause today,
your words felt like a knife(I need you just to breathe.)
I'm not living this life

2008-11-21T01:10:00.002+08:00

Just done up the music =)
now's the whole album in the blog.
I'm a big fan of ss, though he doesn't know me
haha but he added me as a fren =)
not bad right haha >.<

today was tiring
and dota i played like shit..so
here i'm standing b4 u all apologizing...
my bad..

fireman course today and we
owned the test noone failed =) but
the talk was hard to concentrate cuz
we were all super tired after lunch and
we are sitting with the air conditioners.
many snoozed off, but i was able to
sleep a while then wake up with the help of my fren
vin, we took turns to sleep haha =)

after that a few of us went to school to help out
with some BB stuff =)
it was fun but i ended up being late for tuition
haha but nvm =)

bryan gave me hope but not enough..
not blamming u..
just that i really suck at football, haiz..
gotta train hard to pass the trials..
thanks all =) i really owe ya all lots.

Here's Secondhand Serenade for all of ya =)
hope he doesn't mind his songs on the blog.

thanks again all and sorry

2008-11-12T18:03:00.004+08:00

Blessed birthday to you Jialat =)

okay we went to fico today
for soccer and jialat was late haha..
nvm he bdae boy ma =)
the court was smaller then gombak
but the texture's good. goalpost small but tall,soso la..
overall its a gd place to celebrate his bdae
cuz of the Football For Life theme he has.

hmmm well some of the games were rough..
some went smoothly.Haha
the overall champion should be us ba..
the yw team haha. obvious we hung in the court
for the longest period of time heehee=)

after that we departed. Jialat went with
mangalee and kj to his pri sch ppl there
for a second celebration(i suppose)
the rest went to eat while bu,ws,dc,my and me went back home
on 187.haha quite a lot of fun playing with MY and BU's shoulders
make them sian haha..
then ws and dc played pes on the phone..
ws totally owned dc haha...
dc left first followed by ws.
my,bu and me went to the coffee shop to makan
haha not bad la my food except for the
damn chicken rice.
why mine have bones then bu dun have..
unfair.....
unfair.....
unfair.....

so now i'm posting eating dinner soon =) haha
once again

BLESSED BIRTHDAY JIALAT!!!

2008-11-09T23:07:00.002+08:00

Wenkai lol yea i was quite sian..
nth to do so yea...
haiz now also..
kena pangseh by frenz so
have to wait for nxt match to dota lor..
grrr..gerrard msged me when i was polishing
so didnt look at phone..
and it got me into this crap..
sianz nvm i dun blame him..
blame myself for
afp'in (away from phone)

alright today's events were good..
morn i went to my church and worshipped..
after sunday sch i went back home..
and in a few min i went out again to meet my frenz at clementi
haha..
we went to expo for an eye-opener
to this real inspiring speaker.
Nic Vujicic.
somebody who had no limbs.
the way he talks to the congregation was
superb. with no fear and favour of any man.
spoke with much power, he really is
a servant of the LORD.
after that he invited ppl to commit themselves
to the Lord and many went to the front.
Blessed be the name of the LORD!
Learn 3 impt things.

Firstly,
FEAR= False Evidence Appearing Real.
how true is this.
we always fear the things that are to come.
And they usually are not as we perceive them to be.
thus we amplify that cowardness in us and
when we face it. BAMM! we lose the battle straight away.

Secondly,
FAITH= Full Assurance In The Heart
true also.
Faith is the substance that makes you believe in
something that you cannot see.
If one has Faith in God and that his
Son, Jesus Christ our Lord came down to this earth
to die on the cross for our sins, paying the debt
we owe to God, which is Death.
We have just gained that Full Assurance that
we are gonna have eternal life!
how wonderful the Lord is toward us?
If we could just take time, we can see signs of
God's love towards us that love him.
If ya had not known Jesus and ask him for
forgiveness and cleansing of your heart,
now is the accepted time, now is the time of salvation!
Pray to Him and ask for it, for when you ask of it,
he shall give it to you in his own will.
Even now i still can't fathom his great love towards me.
though i suffer much in life, i have that assurance of going to heaven =)
Ask ya all sth.. would you rather have a hell of a time going to heaven?
or...have a heaven of a time going to hell...
the choice is up to you guys.
Faith is the first step towards your salvation.

Lastly,
If God doesn't change the circumstance you are in now.
He wants you to use this circumstance to his own works.
Be comforted and proud to be God's tool to be a blessing to other people's lives =)
we sometimes pray and pray for sth to happen
but nth does.
2 choices. one, to forget all and mourn over your plight.
conversely, you can accept this fate,
and use this to change your life, give yourself hope.
others might be in the same plight as you so
you're not alone.
they may be in the same plight as you but may not know
our Lord. so we can use this opportunity to
share the Word of God with them and
God-willingly, they'll come to accept the Lord.

well i know this may not be of your liking.
but all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.
You my fren, and everyone around you are
sinners. And you are not fit to go to heaven.
I'm sorry, but it's not that we Christians are not sinners too.
We are, but Jesus has paid the price for us and all God wants us to do
is to believe in Jesus and that he lived a sinless life,
dying on the cross for us he paid the price.
because this fact of just believing is too simple for human minds
to accept, that is why many have not filled the emptiness in their hearts..
I'm poor but i'm the richest guy. Because i'm a child of God the ruler and king
over all, he will give me inheritance far greater than the world could ever come to
think off.
so pls my frenz out there. You may be angry but i just
have to say it. The end times are coming,
One will rise and give peace to the world one day,
but he is not the Christ. Rather he is the anti-christ.
but he'll try to convince the world to believe in him by giving world peace.
for 7 years the world will have peace but after that. the anti christ will
force all christians to believe in him or else die.
there will be 7 years of tribulations after that and the world will hate christians.
because of the anti christ. I assure you this will happen! Please
Dear readers, i know you all don't wanna be hated, but if you are
hated, you know that you will be with Christ after you die and the rest are just
preparing their path to hell.
after the rule of the anti christ.
The Lord will come again. Jesus will come and a war between
God and Satan will start. God will destroy this world we are living in now and those
that do not believe in him will be thrown in hell.
at that time, people will try to pretend as christians
but God will not care about them.
Hell is full of flames that your soul will feel but
you will never die. you will feel the pain for eternalty.
I rather live a life for God and go to heaven than to waste my time
enjoying myself now then going to hell.
wad's 70 years of our life here to eternalty in hell.
Heaven or hell..the choice is yours to tell.

My Nanhua frenz, you can come talk to me or Jt abt it.
For readers talk to your Christian frenz about it.
everything in this post is true and will come to pass.
Believe it or not.
b4 the rule of the antichrist, many christians will disappear from
the earth to meet with God. I believe that this is bcuz God does not want them to
suffer the tribulations ahead. But he leaves some to tell the world about
this truth.
This war is inevitable. Please my frenz.
Come to the Lord now and ask for forgiveness..
All will come to pass and i believe you all wouldn't want
your soul to be cast into the pit of hell forever...

Once again, Nanhuarians, talk to me about this if you want to...
and Dear Readers talk to christians around you.
The End times really is coming.
I'll leave the choice to you....
God Bless....

One of my best fren is turning monster together with halloween...

2008-11-03T00:39:00.001+08:00

Haiz stevieg...
spamm too many papers not good for health man..
needa distress..
however dun be like me too =) play too much neglected my studies..
how am i gonna take o's man..
dun bcome no lifer pls...whether in games or studies..
i wan u to be u =)
man so long nv post le...still a short post for me =)
haiz i'm feeling...

HALF ALIVE

It's four AM, I'm waking up to your perfume
Don't get up, I'll get through on my own
I don't know if I'm home
Or if I lost the way into your room
I'm spiraling into my doom
I'm feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free,

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you I'm okay
At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free

To live and die by our own rules,
Free..
Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.

And you touch my hand ever so slightly
(Girl we're not ready for this yet)
And the deadly look she cast upon me
I won't regret, I won't regret
I won't regret. I won't regret...

And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.

I'm almost alive
And I need you to try and save me.
It's okay that we're dying
But I need to survive tonight, tonight
Tonight...

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
And save me.
It's okay that we're dying,
But I need to survive tonight, tonight.
I need to survive tonight, tonight

2008-08-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

hey, i'm back for 5 min...
cant go on for long just a song to you all =)
This heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.....
the song is 'Stay close don't Go'
those who want SS songs/S cube
can ask me online =)

Stay Close don't Go......
I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or have i ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that
and you will see,
I'll do better, I know,
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
amazed how I somehow managed to
sweep you off your feet girl,
your perfect little feet girl
I took for granted what you do.
But I'll do better, I know
Baby, I can do better.

If you leave me tonight, I'll wake up alone,
don't tell me I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies
if you leave me tonight.

And don't you know my heart is open, oh,
it's putting up the fight,
and I've got this feeling,
that everything's alright,
and don't you see,
I'm not the only one for you
but you're the only one for me.

If you leave me tonight I'll wake up alone,

(stay)If you leave me tonight,
(close) I'll wake up alone,
(don't)don't tell me I will
(go)make it on my own,
(stay)don't leave me tonight,
(close)this heart of stone
(don't) will sing till it dies
(go)if you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight

2008-05-29T21:04:00.002+08:00

Well after camp le...
still quite tired but...
for all david cook fans..
i guess this is one of the best song
he ever sang on
A.Idol..
so for your sake i got the lyrics =)
maybe if u have the song u can refer to this..
haha and maybe..
i will post on another day haha =)
enjoy..

AMERICAN IDOL 7 DAVID COOK
DREAM BIG
When I was a little boy.
I swore that I would change the world
when I grew up.
Nothing else would be enough.

I see it everyday.
We settled for safe.
And lose ourselves along the way.

'Cause if you don't dream big,
What's the use in dreaming?
If you don't have faith,
There's nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out for something more!

It took a well perfected plan
For me to finally understand
That it's not me.
Faith is something you can't see.

I wiped my tears away.
Now its time for a change.
No I can't waste another day.

'Cause if you don't dream big,
What's the use in dreaming?
If you don't have faith
There's nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for.

'Cause if you don't have faith,
What's the use in dreaming?
If you don't have faith
There's nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out for something more!!

2008-05-24T19:56:00.002+08:00

Hey guys i'm back..
sorry was stoning for quite a while
since the mid years.. =)
anywayz..
today was pastor hee guan's special day
with his wife yvonne haha...
didnt know his surname was
Tan haha nice one..
i love Tan's =)
hmmm..it was supposed to be quite fun
but i dunno why i dun quite seem to
enjoy it...hmmm
after everything went to eat...
ate at the reception a lot of food...
Kok wad u said not very nice hor...
i nv offend u lor...

anywayz..after that went home....with miao and the rest..
park boarded the bus
and it became green...
just joking.. hmmm in the end it was left with miao and i
sitting to clementi terminal...haha
then we went back together...
miao was super tired he slept..
endangering some ppl beside him...
his head was swinging haha...
but after a while it was ok le..lol
he leaned on my shoulder...
sleep so long but he woke up in time..
2 stops b4 his home...and he
was so blurr he dunno where he was.. haha..

came home bathe and everything...
then turned on the com and watched
a.idol on utube again...
not bad i liked it
dream big was nice but cant find the song lols...

ok..
to Donna..
btr take care of yourself in L.A.
gogogo flying off tmr so btr pack ur stuff properly
you dun wanna miss a thing =)
take care...

and to u ppl...
have fun in singapore =) haha

to bb guys...
sgts pls do up ur ranks by today and make sure
the attires' are sweet and neat =)

for bb lower secs
dun blame us for the tekan in the camp...
this camp is a camp of discipline..
bear with us and no bad feelings =)

2008-04-19T18:04:00.002+08:00

jt here..
haha i'm coveting kels photos
but nvm it wont happen haha...today got
bb study group lol full of laughter and
seriosness quite good =) haha...
arh spent too much time posting on my shared blog...
go there to see my experiences if you dont mind haha..
=)
cant stay long parents can come home anytime =)
sozz guys...

2008-04-11T20:58:00.003+08:00

Haha...maybe the last few post b4
midyear le...
everyone pls gambatte...if u wanna slack
i dun mind...haha i shall crush you all...
lols depends la haha...
crappy today bball match best le..
owned the sec 4 like dunno what haha..
aiya then after that soccer...
a while only then 305 ppl were called to
retreat to queensway for the class teess..
lol nvm lor..although low morale still can play haha..
but play a while more then go back home...
hmmm foods always nice when you are hungry haha...
guess thats all for today i go dota le =)

2008-04-06T22:10:00.001+08:00

theme song for the period =) hope you all enjoy

2008-04-04T22:34:00.002+08:00

this is crap but maybe i'll just post..
dam it...today i'm dam crapped up...
stay back look at aq-ers darn...
make me rmb i'm just an ordinary sub
who stays at home during the competition..
whats this man...train every week..
just to be a sub? hell man this is so
crappy...darn it...
thanks for encouraging me along my walk so far..
you know who you are... =) thanks..

today chi teacher keep praising ting ting..
haha not only today la...almost all her
periods lor...
haha who ask ting chuan write compo so well
teacher
nothing to do then read ting chuan's compo
then
comment here and there..haha..
ting ting dam good lor..dunno how he always
managed to hand in his hw...and i don't haha..
in fact i hand it way pass the deadline lol...
haha still can laugh about it..
well anyways i think i've got nth more to say...
and to those who think my blog is dead...
think again..it's just in coma =) heeheehee

2008-03-08T15:07:00.002+08:00

Wooo...so tired after gombak today...
sian jialat weide and kok go watch movie...jialat
at 12 plus then tell me lol in the
end i cannot go...cause so late i know how go?
haha....but dunno why they cancelled it...
lols...crappy crappy...joel soong dam shit sia..
after gombak...a lot of cork come outta his mouth..
famous phrase...'lai la!' in chinese..
haha...anyways i got back my shoebag from him..
haha.. after that chiong home
prepared for ltf... in the end found out that i lost the
camp notes...darn!...haiz then go online...
haha...posted because kelvin said
he wanna make a blog leh! so i became
enthu haha!!! lols...ok
take care..

2008-02-06T23:57:00.001+08:00

ARH I DUNNO WHETHER I SHOULD REVIVE MY BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sian la...okay...post..
sorry arh frenz
never post for many months haha
i thought i wanna quit blogging...lol but nvm la
just blog lor...nothing to do anywayz..
okay just once in a while then blog la...
i quite sian to post...waste so much time...
arh...cny nth to do thats why post..
sian today got 4 matches of dota 2v2 nia..so lame..
ai matches were shit..
jialat matches were interesting..
jialat bane dam pro...doublekill somemore..me
and clark stun there as we look at our death timer...
the other one jialat lag...so we own the game...
okay received a soccerball from me frenz...

ty ty...i appreciate it =)

2007-11-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

Hi hi...
hahax human beings!!
if i dun start like that how i start???
hi aliens? lol dunno la..
hahax..anywayz this is the JT style =)

hmmm anywayz blog blog..
dunno wad to say anywayz...hahax
k ba..today i went to work half day..
until 1 then come back home chiong tuition homework..
in the end chione 3 question then sian liao..
lucky cher quite slack so nv kena
he oso dunno i nv do..hhaax...
hmmm NUH is scary..plz
try not to go there...
the entrance got one weird smell de...
take a while to get used to..
i still haven get used to it la..
lolx..
hmm i worked with my fren/employee...
k la once a while chat abt life so
not so workaholic..lolx..
k always at the office spam
super espresol and milo!! and
water!! lolx..
hmmm my 'colleagues' are dam good to me
they dun mind me walking around..
veri sociable =)

hmmm i think i took too much leave le lor..
my actual pay is 1k plus..
now i calculate i think onli can 500 plus..
wa...sad..sad...
anywayz i get my pay le will treat ppl de...
ok..not ppl..person..hahax..
hmmm i'll return ur money back de...for
those i owe XD burn a hole in my pocket...zzz

hmmm tuition go through worksht...
haiz sianz...
ltr went to play arcade with jialat and weide..
hahax..weide more skill in arcade soccer lor...zzz jialat
that match tyco win de..zzz..
hmmm then went back home
play with kok ai+ then owned them..
then when vin came in we kena owned..
noone's fault...hack care la..
zzz

hmmm sian diao..then
my call me ask what time meet
tmr is fitness training!! wenkai will
be joinin us for e first time!!
woohooo..
but sadly..tmr is gonna be dam tough liao..
why nv go for previous de..
more slack..
nvm..try endure...
wangcai also trying!! hahax..
hmmm for those hu dunnno...
we haf fitness training in bb
so for those interested u can ask me...
provided u bb lor..
if not u wan train with me one on one oso can..
lolx jkjk..i dunno how teach de..lolx

ok ok..i finnally saw a
new post in a new blog..
finally set some time for ur blog eh?
lolx..work hard!!
and nitex =)

2007-11-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

hi human beings...

k today was quite normall...
normal life..
normal wake up time...
except for the ending of e day lor..
k morn went to work...
was quite different..cuz..
the traffic suddenly so packed...took 1 hr to
reach nuh..
went to collect the key for my office b4 startin
to work..hmmm
unusually slack today..
started work at 9..but
started typing at 10..
1 hr slacking...but getting income..
lol..
after that there was sth wrong with the
paper i'm typing..
so slacked another 30/40 min?
asking for instructions..
hmmm
typed real slow today...

slacked a lot la..
erm..lunch eat too fast le..10 min done..
so the other 50 min slacked in the office lor...
worked a little longer b4 goin home...
then after that went to clementi meet jialat
and weide...b4 goin tuition together...
we saw nicole on the mrt leh...wangcai
i really not lying..lolx...
anywayz tuition slack also la..
nth much to do..then
after tuition jialat and i go sch to
soccer with jt and gang...
security dun let me in cuz of my slippers..
then i pleaded and they were moved..lolx...
so i went in and soccered...
jt was improving on the other's soccer tactics for
our upcoming match which i dunno when it'll be..
went back at abt 7 plus..
jt fetch some of us home..
actually wanna go run de la..but my say
he too tired..so nvm lor..zzz...
trying to work my way outta 308...
God..please be with me whatever the outcome......

Signing off..Jt e soccerfreak

2007-11-20T00:57:00.000+08:00

Been asked to blog so here i am..
hmmm i've just came back from ldc2..
a BBcamp...so i think it's appropriate to post abt that ba..
erm...ldc2 was fun and slack =) i blief evry1 will
agree hahax..

first we met at the sch outside BB rm
for some discussion with JT b4 we went...
JT played the role of a transporter..hahax i wan
sit his car lor..so comfortable...lolx..but nvm...
we went to a bus...
reached there alrdy we checked our
group allocation... i was in Alpha..
same as jialat wangcai and wenkai..hahax...
sir in charge of us was Qt..hahax...

hmmm so we falled in for camp briefin..
then we went to slack awhile b4 going
off to our bunks to check in and clear up..
haf bunk inspection leh..lol but dam slack nv kena pump..
hahax..after that was tchokeball...
cannot intercept de..not quite fun...
but our team bcuz of high morale and teamwork win
evry others hahax..
then it was lunch..lolx dunno why i eat so fast..
wangcai just finished his first mouth...i finished my food le..
then i was there slackin..lookin for food to no avail...zz

lolx...after lunch we started to haf lecture le..
first on was from Qt lecture also quite slack la..
a lot of fun and games so ya interesting..hahax..
that day...Daryl was super high la..
while lecturing still can play sia..
AEH!? was his fav word..cuz got one guy playin a fool
then keep sayin aeh when he kena caught..
wa dam funny la..then he tok a lot of crap
ask us..'make sense?'
then he pulled out some coins..'make cents rite?'
zzz..the best part was when he said...
to haf a gd team...u muz be....
RACIAL HARMONY!!!! he walked towards the onli
indian guy and pointed at him..hahax...
evry1 was laughin like crazy...
the indian sian diao...zzzlol...
at night we played water bomb...
then our team was too engrossed then when asked to
fall in most of em slacked...
made us kena tekan by Qt run up 4 storey and down
again...haiz..but nvm..good learnin experience...
heee hee..
we had night briefin b4 sleeping..
i and wangcai watchin transformers at 1 oclock when ppl sleepin..
lol then watch a while sian diao so went to sleep...

second day in the morn the whole
rm was filled with insect repellent cuz wangcai spray
at ppl to wake em up...
lucky i woke b4 he got close to me..lolx...
we had morn exercise...wa lao..they run until so slow la..
might as well walk..btr like that..hahax..after that we
had breakfast..
hmmm breakfast was all abt humility...
we had nasi lemak..but we cant eat it...
we had to feed the person on our right..
so our pride was pulled down...hmmm..
but quite fun...the officer see me onli straight away say..
'hey..Joel confirm hungry one..'
then he gave me his eggs..wa then evryone so envious..
lolx...no la jkjk..duno wad they feelin..hahax..
then we had devotion..
then lecture again..
after that we went to prepare for e performance for that day..
and then we got the final test...
all passed gratz!!! hahax...wangcai was so worried he failed la..
hahax..
finally the performance... i veri much wanted to stay awake to watch it..
but after 2 of em i fell asleep until e veri end..
lucky bhind me e sirs not alert didn't catch me..hee hee...
then we had graduation and best trainee b4 a debrief and we went home...
hahax..it was fun and veri gd experience we can learn there =)..

went to kfc after that for a meal..wangcai eat finish keep shootin
ice at kaijie..in the end he went out..then we also go le..hahax..
went home by mrt then keep jokin abt lame jokes we had learnt..
'why trees get struck by lightning?'
'bcuz..they sway'
lol...'which one more cool..mushrm or flower..'
'mushrm la..cuz 'mo gu'(more cool)'[chinese pronunciation]
zz and many more..hahax...

k today woke up dam late for work
but thank God i reached early =)
so work...sian la...but no choice..then
went home halfway cuz haf tuition..
arh i forgot do tuition hw!! but nvm la..
cher also so slack in e hols so nvm
hahax..
came back try refix my dota...
i mean hama..can le..but onli can see gus so far..zzz
hmmm..so went on msn chat and chat and i was
asked to post on this blog..
no choice...haf to post but nvm my blog needs sum
reviving hahax..ty for telling me =)
ltr on it's FITNESS TRAINING taken by JT
hope he dun tekan so much....
WANGCAI GOING LEH...
gd gd more ppl go btr!!!...
kk i go sleep le..bb

2007-11-12T01:49:00.001+08:00

SHORT POST!! I'M GONNA MAKE IT SHORT..
BUT IMPRESSIVE..LOLX
! ! !
!!! !!! !!!
! ! ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIALAT!!!
l l l l l l
l l l

Okay i dunno la..
zzz i not artistic btw hahax..
HAPPI BDAE JIALAT...MAY YA SCORE MORE
GOALS IN THE FUTURE LOLX...

2007-11-10T20:22:00.001+08:00

Hey yo..lolx
today is quite exciting la..
lolx..erm yea..today bb soccer team was against tanglin
and we won 6-1 thrashed em..
yea so 1st goal was scored by a penalty
which jialat took..
second was an own goal..
third was a volley by me..
fourth an own goal..fifth was
from jian jie..lolx he was super open la.. hahax..
sixth was a shot from jialat..
it ended up quite ok except for the bloody ref
which i'm super irritated with..grrr..
dam it la..i nv get physical..nv do anything he go
scold me and threatened a yellow card..
wads wrong with him man..wth...
ok i think thats all 4 today..
bb..

2007-11-10T00:18:00.000+08:00

Ok since i've been requested to post..
haha..cannot reject..lolx..
kk post abt new blog ba...
those hu haf my msn go see..the new url
this blog is shared by jialat weide kok wee and me..
after much consideration we haf a name for our
blog..hahas..soccerfreaks..yea..

cuz hols nth to do.. so
haf fun creating blog lor..haha..
evryone is welcome to e blog but dun spam the
cbox..this blog is highly recommended to
soccer fanatics out there...
u can write ur critics here but no insulting 3 teams..
Arsenal, Liverpool and Man u..
the rest we hack care..so do wadeva ya like for e other teams..
hahax..

kk hol hol holl...dam boring..
nth to do..soccer and rotin at the com the whole time..
grrr.. i wan sth to do...
ask me tok abt how i rot at com..
dunno leh...sit there look at the screen?
any other positions??? teach me pls..
kk bleach 147 is lame at first part..
btr in the mid..best at the end but..
wth..gonna attk alrdy then to be continued...
zzz
ok ok... 3 more days to 202 class chalet..
haiz haiz haiz..y got flu..get well sooooooooonn....
muz be in pink of health man...
lol dunno why like not even enthu abt the chalet..zz
k i got jays newest album from karine..
who wan can come get from me too..hahax..but
the files are super big..so ya..be prepared :)..
dunno wad to say..
ok tok abt
SOCCER..

tmr is our match against tanglin!!!
lousy team in my opinion..but if referree sides with them
i'm gonna kill him man...
no respect for soccer!!! grrrr...
tmr also got another cca..dun wan mention..
go find out urselfs..

ok anywayz..take care of urselfs..
syonara..

2007-10-26T15:27:00.001+08:00

kk..post post..kayz?
ok the last 2 1/2 days i was at
changi prison..na changi beach..
havin ldc camp for sec 2s..
camp was quite ok la..the food...
can pass lor..haha..

the instructors quite ok la..
if they talk to u one-one lor..
if they dealin wif group super strict..
especially the camp chief lor..zzz
and the 'male' woman dunno wad's her name..
and the ronaldino's sis..haha she really resembles
ronaldino..lols..
so the favourite quote of the camp
overall is..'u call urself ldrs but u dunno how to.......'
so come back alrdy evrybody all say..lols..

k first day of camp..
veri veri sian...mostly admin suff..
directed to bunks..
lol tj is super gl..evryday tokin abt porn
then at night super noisy cuz of him..
evry1 laugh laugh laugh..
lols...first day kena by edmund even b4 camp.
i and bryan playing lor..then adrian tan
caught us, tot we fightin..zzz
then edmund ng there lecture lor..
in camp kena first day by samantha wang b
ldr..so reluctantly try my best lor...

2nd was best ba..my opinion lor..
bcome belayer..then down there slackin
see others do high element..
i wanna do lor..then no time to do..
sian belayer muz wait until evry1 go then go..
zzz..so slack here slack there..
haha zip line second time jason my companion..
so belay lor..i tell him do the first few ppl lor..
haha then he kena fbt..haha..he super reluctant to do..
haha..lols...then down there we laughin at him..
sozz i noe we v.bad but cant help it lor..haha..sozz
hmm then i got to noe the xinyi the badminton one..
she there when we belayin keep gl us..
wanna slap her face..lols but cant...
anywayz it was layching's bdae that day.. but didnt gif present..
lols..just wish her happy bdae lor..
at night celebrate one of the instructor's bdae also..
Wayne...should add a rooney bhind his name lor..
lols..haha they throw eggs at him as celebration..
lols the some kena some other groups..lols...
at night got campfire w/o fire...lols..
so cheer here cheer there..our group most enthu...
Xiang Wen..he v good...shout veri loud..
hmm..then the instructor 'english' thats wad he call himself..
and esther go do some entertainment..
lols..english teach some rythmic stufff..
didnt noe so influencial la..today goin back that time..
xianya and gang all singing..
i onli like his spongebob nia..
he go memorize and say dam fast lor..lols...

last day...breakin record day..lols..
erm down there doin 'buddha clap' do until 1234 times..
arms dam tired..that day clean up clean up..lasted abt 45 min..
ok la..quite fun..hahas....then prize givin..
shan't say anything abt that..lols..go find out urself..
reached back schl..i and clarkson play around..
lols we goin home saw..siying and yijun walkin together..
the siying look at us..so we go wave at her..then she kena gl..
she tot we wavin at yijun..haha then down there sian diao
when she noe we gl her..lols..walked to busstop
met layching's gang..wasted a packet of mentos on the bus givin them..
then pang seh clark i go down at mrt..lols..

ok say a lot le..think dun need post for a while again ba..
hahas..dun complain say i nv post hor..kk byezzz

2007-10-11T19:49:00.000+08:00

yoz hahax today actually i oso dunno
wad to talk abt de..mayee ask me
post one..er..
k la today is total stress la..
exam results the whole day..haiz so stress..
i b and c.. one fail..
wth la..onli 1 that fail chi..
sian diao..
so ya..i'm quite unhappy lor..
ya but..jason is worst la..
haiyo he got 3 A he still so emo..
wth la..his mom wan him all A leh..
siao..if my mom like that i slap her
face ask her wake up la..
eh cheer up dude..
relax..its all gonna be alright..

another case..freak me out lor..
may ee suddenly so emo today..
ok la.. can understand..
relax relax..
ur results not bad wad..
quite good in fact lor..
can go to the combi u wan de la..
fall down pick urself up..
will get btr each time =) relax..
she emo it's like woah..
dam scary..the whole day
the face so angry..wa see also
scared..hmmm..
tmr is the worst one..i no confidence
in science and maths la.. haiz..
nvm..wads ova is ova..
cannot change wad's predestined man..

hmmm anywayz..
anyone who's stressed
or depressed hey go this link..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24Ryj1ywoqw
will brighten ur day de..relax and enjoy..
exams ova man..haha relax
dun emo dun upset
dun haf negative feelin la..
haf try not show ba..
i oso but i controllin..dam diff..
haiz..
ok post le =)

2007-10-10T23:29:00.001+08:00

ytrd was soccer day..
today..ice skatin..
both oso require leg energy dam it..
now my leg pain..
go ice skate that time
a lot of ppl dunno how
so in the end practice like 1 hr for boys..
then can liaoz..ws skate like crazy pro..
skate still sms..hiong sia..
then the girls..ok la..cuz they scared
fall down..then slow lor..
haha i do bicycle kick..the piak on ice..
lolx..stun here stun there..
i think too much stun thats why fall down like siao
haha..wen kai play halfway then giv up le..
so he wait for us lor..
after that wan play lan den no shop..
the shop onli allow 16 and above..
so we dun go..
so go home lor..sianz..
saw mayee and ruiqi on e way..
weisong and i chiong to sit down so leave kel and
the girls..lolx
after that ruiqi go down left mayee and kel standin..
so we laugh and make fun of em..
kel du lan..haha..
alight liao go home with kel after that kel
come me house dota..
is he play some of my game..then wk
keep sayin is kel haha..is halfway then kel la..
lolx..sian leg pain leh..
and mayee..sth botherin u arh..ur blog
say until like got prob..
cheer up..life's not ova..hahax
go sleep le..bb

2007-09-29T05:26:00.000+08:00

yea..woke up dam early 2dae to use com..
haha..
er..so many days my labby kena confiscated..
den now i forgot wad i wanna post liaoz..
er...today is 29 sep rite..
means is kuan lian bdae..haha
she dam suay kena on exams..lolx

ytrd dam bloody sian..
eng paper read the psg then no mood to do liao..
do finish still left quite a lot of time dunno wad
to do lor..sianz..so i sleep..
den wake up cher collect until my place..just nice..
dunno why minghe at my back laughin at me..
zzz

then the hist paper..i do so bloody fast.
scared my ans wrong lor..haiz..first one to finish..
then still haf 30 min left..
i see evry1 doin i more scared..how come i finish so fast?
al my ans wrong issit?
nvm over liaoz..hack care la..
i oso no confident in the paper also..
then kelvin and samuel at section c nv read quest
properly..they do all 3 q then no time to check..
lolx..see la..nv read instructions..
jialat bloody slacker..do so slack
reach section c left 20 min..lucky he chiong finish..lolx..
if not 50 marks gone..

haiz..eoy got epidemic leh..
b4 eoy kena headache then nv sleep..
come back from sch study until go back to sch..den
exam alrdy forgot evry dam thing..
zzz..get well soon..those hu suffer from headache
lack of sleep..ecetera..

gg le..parents may wake anytime..
GOOD LUCK FOR E EOYS!
GAMBATTE!

2007-09-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

ok...dunno wad to say..
lps classes finally over..
but still haf a lot of things to do..
hmmm..changed my skin liaoz..hope u all enjoy..

2007-09-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

wenkai..stop bugging me liaoz la..
k i post i post..
the fact is i dunno wad the hell
to talk abt that's why i
shut up my blog..

hols are coming..in fact tmr..
well dunno wad to say..
take each day as they come...
dun haf to be so stressed evry1..
we haf to prove the saying
'today is the tmr u were wrying abt ytrd'
wrong..k? dun blast my hopes..
relax people..hols are to relax..
hahax..

if ya all wanna stress urselfs
do that in schl cuz got lps lesson
on mon and tues...
at least can see frenz ma..
lolx..
sianz..i dam pressured by JT 'older version'
i mean the elder version..
sianz bq comin sia..i haven memorize wad
he asked me to..he'll kill me
hmmm...anywayz one week to rest ur body..
dun move too much k? u noe hu u are...
rest well and have fun too...

2007-08-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

冷咖啡离开了杯垫我忍住的情绪在很后面拼命想挽回的从前在我脸上依旧清晰可见最美的不是下雨天是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh回忆的画面在荡着秋千梦开始不甜你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远又何必去改变你走过的世界你用你的指尖阻止我说再见想象你在身边在完全失去之前你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远或许命运的签只让我们遇见只让我们相恋这一季的秋天飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片要我怎么捡冷咖啡离开了杯垫我忍住的情绪在很后面拼命想挽回的从前在我脸上依旧清晰可见最美的不是下雨天是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh回忆的画面在荡着秋千梦开始不甜你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远又何必去改变你走过的世界你用你的指尖阻止我说再见想象你在身边在完全失去之前你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远或许命运的签只让我们遇见只让我们相恋这一季的秋天飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片要我怎么捡

lyrics for bu neng shuo de mi mi here..
enjoy

2007-08-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

today super indifferent from others...
same thing..cher come cher go..
nothing much..then sabar go ask
us do some stuff abt oral presentation..
dunno why evry1 so hardworkin..
slack a bit la..zzz
anywayz just realised that my old
fren had a blog..
sry..hahax..forgotten all abt it..lolx..

hmmm...think i should put somemore songs..
dam sian..these 2 songs...hahax

2007-08-26T20:07:00.001+08:00

to wenkai..
k maybe i wun make it dead la..
anywayz i oso dunno wad to post abt..

and to guailan..
u r super hum...dare to scold
dun dare put ur name..
not courageous to go 1 on 1 issit?

2007-08-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

today is crappy..
kena slandered by ppl..
failed geog..a lot of things la..

then sports carn at millenia..
crap..lost in the way..
take 2 hrs to reach cuz of dc's advise..
then we got 4th for soccer..and 3rd for basketball..

haiz..hey to guailan and (@.@) sry if
i've offended u in anyway..
but pls at least tell me wth happened first la..
u like that i'm not affected one..
tell me then i can recall and repent..

2007-08-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

ctct...lolx..
haiz..fail chem...dam sian..
10 nia..so dam bloddy sucky lor..
didn't study..deserve it..lol..
kk recap..
eng 14/30 fail...
chem 10/25 fail..
lolx..
physics 18/25..
his 24/30
lit 20/25..
think no more liaoz..

haiz..today atmosphere for chem..
super stress..for those who fail la..
shall not say names.. dun make u all feel bad la..
k so i'm one of those losers...
cannot say losers..i think one did study..
one of the majority of failures..
study onli one bloody topic of the topics..
that's why fail..
k anywayz..wad's over's over..
no point cryin over wad's done..
study harder at most lor..
Eoy..2nd chance..
go for it..gambateh..

hmmm..then still got wad arh..
ya..to layching..hey i dun understand
y u gave me that look..when i acted indifferently
2 wad u said..u btr gimme a sound explaination..
lolx..

then the badminton thing...
sian..come out then quek malu..
gimme the bronze one..supposed to be silver..
then silver gif to darren..after that then changed back..

after schl go tu..
then go wif weide kok and jialat..
go jp..buy soccer materials..
then go clementi kfc eat...
saw kang wei..lol..

nth more to say le..
to those hu failed..
relax..dun brood over it..
u can do it :)
if cannot go see yijun's motivative post...
or wan jialat or me send u e mail
abt that story..hahax..k
gambateh to evry1 :)

2007-08-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

arh today tirin day..
k got back more results..
not that gd though..
lit ok la..physics is dam lousy..
loss to jialat wad..
but nvm la..

the dam enrichment..
wa lao..nv tok then kena by chia..
anyhow pick ppl stand..
sianz..
then when presentin the crap ppt..
siao yu call my phone..tmd
arsehole..

after that stay back a while..
woo daryl ask me whether wanna join
the trainin
then not bad la..he tell me not bad la..
then say if i playin maybe kok wee sub out..
so issit a gd or bad thing?
dunno maybe both..

then he tell zen
tell quek to get 1 more player go..
hope can la..i wanna pawn lesson..lolz

ya one more dam solemn thing..
weisong..u are dam pro..
go whack me..in ppl blog..
hell u man..it's just that i blog hop ma..

jt signin off...

2007-08-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

today post ba...after test le..
can use com..lol..erm..
eng failed..as predicted..hahax..
chinese 36.5 for those curious..
erm..hist is super tyco..
nv study so much..24..then jialat btr..
nv study 25..lol..
nth to do le..nth much..k nitex

2007-08-19T17:05:00.000+08:00

ytrd was my preachers
wedding..so happy for him..
blessed wedding..
lol it lasted from morn till past mid
but i stayed till afternoon then go le..
sry..hahax..

k today so far not much la..
went to church..
come back dota..
then play with gus kel and weisun..
sian lor..kel and sun gang me..
then gus leave to eat lunch..
sianz..

after that read the love story thingi..
wan link go ask yijun..lol maybe alrdy on
her pm in msn..sian diao..read read read..
read until climax liao..the internet say wad..
to get chapter 18 19 n 20 pls buy the book
online..not sold in bookstores..wth...
no money buy..anyone wanna buy?
then after that let me borrow..hahax..

k gg liaoz..gd luck for common tests..
left 2 more..actually 1 more nia..
the other one's crap..erm..
dunno much abt the ghost fest thing..
yijun told me a bit bout it..need go pray de..
lolx..gd luck to those hu are involved (:
have ur fun and solemn time..

2007-08-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

haiyo..common test..
wth...english i sure fail one..
i took it so lightly..with a kinda
nonchalent attitude lor..
dam crap..fail liao..disgrace..lol
chi i oso fail..cuz i suck at it.. obvious..
maths also fail...cuz also suk at it..
geog even worst..poon say until so cheem..
fail la.. hist..maybe can pass..but most likely
fail..
aiya..gd luck to me..

sian la..jog in the rain...jog after 12 mid
sleep at 3..dam it..my body's deteoratin..
nvm..invulnerability is still there..i can continue like this..
lolx..jk...dunno when i'll drop dead..
but nvm..
mine's nth compared to ur injured leg..
anywayz..get well soon..

still got 2 more common tests
gambette evry1

2007-08-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

nth to say..
today is quite borin..
anywayz jy for common test..

2007-08-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

erm...today interesting la...
but it's short-lived..it's my
grandmother's birthday(not the one in the bed la)..
erm the whole family go
boon keng celebrate..

b4 goin i go visit my grandma..
wa piang..feel like killing the nurse
there lor..service there sucks man..
see my grandma suffering
wa..my mood was dam shit then..

k dun tok abt unhappy stuff..
at the dining area..
chinese food..chinese food
and more chinese food..
sianz...the food there..
some not prepared well enuff..
onli thing i like is shark fin lor..
and the bdae cake..hahax..

met my couz all there..but hardly tok la..
cuz sittin at diff tables..
i sat wif my aunt..talked abt a lot of stuff..
lolx..didn't noe she's an interesting person..
lol..she from sjab..then tell me a lot
abt camp and all that stuff..
so shared wif her abt bb lor..
hahax..brought bb to greater heights leh..
my aunt say bb more interesting then sjab..
no offence to the sjab ppl..lolx...

k erm..that's all for today although there's more..
heez..nitex

2007-08-11T00:41:00.000+08:00

Haiz...so sian..
2dae really nth to talk abt la..
just post for the sake of it ba..
2dae the whole day is dota..
lose and win..

2dae i finally realised
why u said it's dam scary in the
middle of the night..lolx..
cuz i went down at 12 to jog..
nth to ma..lol..
jog halfway saw someone walking..
the way she walked was like..
super slow..like dam scared..
aiyo..as much as i didn't wanna go to her..
it's on the track wad..so
wth lor..i drew close..
then opps stepped on the drain..
bamb..that lady was so dam frightened la..
quickly turn around and look..
wa piang her face dam white lor..
suppose to scare her..
k accomplished that task la..
but her white face scared me also..
zzz..

lol think this is the onli thing
fascinating abt 2dae ba..
nitex (:

2007-08-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

k post...post..
today nth much la..just that
national day..a bit guilty..
nv go watch the live cast..
today went to watch rush hour..
dam packed la..the cinema..

the movie veri comedy..
shall not gif details..go
watch yrselves..

haiz..k i changed my skin
cuz i nth to do..
erm the skin a bit offensive..
dun take it to heart..
unless u're really guilty of it la..
which i dun think any1 is..

usually dun put female's song in my blog de..
in fact nv b4..
k this is first time lol..
feel that veri meaningful so put lor..
i really miss you...
lolx...enjoy... [:

2007-08-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

Today felt so short la..
but hell..i was knocked out
by fatigue at 5.30
until 9.30...how long was that..
sian..i oso dunno how i was so
tired..
actually wan change my skin de..
but too lazy..hahax :p

ok..i shall stop my
enthusiasm for Dota for
a while..concentrate on bloggin
lolx..

k 2dae quite happenin one..
morn wake up at 5.15
then chiong to schl at 5.45
saw agus on the way..
so went together lor..
we reached at 6.30 i guess..

early rite?
but wth lor..2/7 half the class there liaoz..
then still got a lot of ppl there..
but surprisinly the court was empty..
so jialat and one upper sec
start the ball rollin, literally..
lolx soon we joined in lor..

Sianz..they kick me out of first team..
nvm..pro ppl usually get kicked de..
so i create second team lor..
consisted of mok park and a few others..
then park got to go away so one sec 3 sub him..

As stated..pro ma..so form the team
confirm also veri pro..hahax
dam thick skinned..but it's true..
win leh..we owned the court...

Then haf the mornin assembly..
band was given the honor to play the music
like last yr..hahax nice..but schl song tempo
super fast..lols..2/1 nicolas dam guai lan..
sing until so loud..just to gl the chers..
but dam funny la..

lol..then haf the class cheer..
we all bcome transformers..
change to Class Tee for the cheer..
then some of us boys went called out
from mr.chee for the travelling form..
nv hand in...lol dam malu..
nvm..we compensate
by spoiling our lungs durin the cheer..

hahax..durin the cheer dam
intense..nerve endings of evry1
were standing..lol...k veri exagerated..
sian lor..shouldn't haf bang floor so hard..
after that hand red..zzz..
i got secret weapon...lol..
i staple the cheer lyrics onto the
probs that's why can cheer confidently..
lol let wangcai see then can
increase vocal power..
lol..moral boosted..

after that actually wanna follow jialat
go gombak play soccer with his
pri schl frenz..but nvm la..
anywayz i go there sure spoil the fun de..
win evrything..no la..jkjk
no offence hor..

so weisong minghe clark and me
go mac...lol..go mac then weisong buy mac wings..
hahax his fries all kena cope..zzz
no money ma the rest of us..
so we decided go hawker buy food..
weisong still wan eat lor..lend money from me buy
food..rmb u owe me $2 hahax...
we bcame typical s'poreans..move arnd just to eat..
hahax...then we went back mac for air con
come out saw merrien and gang..
just nice got one imm bus we chiong inside..
hahax..'doors closin' they cannot catch up with us..

reach imm oso do nth de..just walk arnd like
bastards...lol..we saw yijun's sis and her stead
there..lol..then walk back to mrt go back home..

on way back saw yaoboy..
jianhao/gorilla if u will..
and their class's girls..
they nth btr to do sia..go bpp walk nia...
lol like us..k shall not comment le..

at home onli one thing can do..
dota lor..actually 2 things la..
can study also..but no mood...
so dota..then kelvin in another team..
our team is underlvl..so lose lor..
in the end dun wan play with em..
play with agus and ai..
then agus lag so dun play liaoz..

haiz..worst thing is at night..
10.03 i went for a jog..
so tired..eyes so diff to open..
that's wad i call dumb..
sian.. shuld haf stayed at home..

dam tired sia..but 2dae's nice..
tmr if got schl i kong ka kiao liaoz..
lucky is national day...lol
tmr can watch rush hour leh..
pray that can get tickets for e show..
gd luck to me :p
lolx..k nitex

2007-08-05T13:17:00.000+08:00

K..today nth much..
ytrd forgot post..
er..ytrd is ltf anniversary..
quite fun la..dinner the best..
like buffet..eat like crazy

at night is dam quiet until 10.02
someone sms me..tok and tok until 10.48 no batt..
then quietly play dota..
play with agus against 5 insane..
lol the insane no kik de for that version..

haiyo...my board is like dead de...
wenkai..evrythings on u :)

2007-08-03T16:37:00.000+08:00

updated liaoz...
sian la..this whole week so bored..
maybe more like isolated ba..
evrything seems so quiet ever since a few days ago..
arh nvm...guess evrything has a reason..

anywayz today dunno why haf the urge to go back home..
on the way saw ting chuan and wenkai..
talk a while then saw jason and samuel..
then go home together lor..
talked abt a lot of thing..
lol jason's quite a good kid la..
dun wan bully him liaoz..

sian...go back home dota..sry wenkai..nv go reply u
dota'ing.. :p..

2007-07-29T16:44:00.000+08:00

haiyo...made a mistake today but nvm hack care la..
lazy to go barber cut fringe..so..
save money lor..cut myself...then anyhow cut
wth lor...stupid fringe now dam short la..
nvm..anywayz long also not gd
will get scolded by sabar..exercise also will block my sight..

ya..exercise..sian la..tmr badminton...
kena sec1 shuan hock..ruiqi say pro..darren say avrg..
lose then super malu..
nvm i gif them chance i see gd in them, let them pass..
jkjk..anywayz dunno if she recovered liaoz...
haven then left18 hrs? dunno la my maths fail..
jy for our class...ruiqi side is sure win de...
my side is sure lose de cuz got yuyong, tj and sikai
doubles i dunno...maybe we win? lol..

if win yuyong..still got sikai and tj
jt vs tj..nice combo...na crap..i veri sian la..
but yuyong said to be strongest in sec 2 so cannot win de..
tj 2nd strongest..sikai 3rd..wth lose le..
no moral...hahax...
may God watch over me...

2007-07-28T18:24:00.000+08:00

Sian diao..
today 5.30 wake up..
6 leave house go padang for charity walk
so crowded there..like got abt 10k ppl
11 go funan..12.30 go back

anywayz badmin inter comin liaoz
i dunno how train
first round kena sec 1 sh..die liaoz..
jy to the doubles..
ruiqi is sure win for girls singles de..jy also anywayz

2007-07-27T18:19:00.000+08:00

to wenkai first of all...eh i onli can use the com on weekends..
haiyo...after much prayer still one left wif illness..
get well soon...consume as much of the new med the doc gave u..
but dun overdose..

arh these few days super sian..
nth to do
nth to do
nth to do.....
onli thing gd is that i found out my phone walkman
can be used for karaoke
dun noe how i do then discover it can play music nia wifout lyrics
but onli can be done wif headset lor..

anywayz think my blog gonna die out le...
onli haf one lively tagger nia..

2007-07-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

Haiz..i think there's an epidemic goin on..
so many ppl are down...
2 family mem down with sore eyes..
a few church frenz dun with sore eyes+ throat...
Donna down with flu sore throat and fever..i suppose..
In the end the strongest survives..ppl wif high body resistance
i guess i'm one of em.. :P..
well...i'll pray hard for u all..get well soon :)

anywayz today went to church hear preaching..
the preacher brought the msg across so strongly..
some ppl were convicted of their sins and cried...
includin the preacher as well and me...

Dun feel like eatin lunch..
k gg le..

2007-07-21T17:45:00.000+08:00

er...
2day nth much sia..
onli go wif jialat to mac in the aft
get sir.qt to teach the congruent and simi thing
cuz we didn't listen in class..didn't do hw
so dunno any thing..
sir explain dam nice..clear summor..
a while then we are 'zenenized'

go home then play dota again..
still dam sucky..clark 1v1 me then kena owned..
muz improve...sianz..dunno how to also..
wenkai lesson sounds so untrustable..
muz try out my own ba...
gambatte..lolz..
kk..go train le..

2007-07-20T18:37:00.000+08:00

K today post le...onli weekend then can use com sry..
er..today's dam...dam..arh dunno how describe la..
dam sabar dam evry teacher...onli some la..
spoil my mood..
to those who felt disgusted after the last 3 periods
cheer up la...the worlds not fallin down on u..
applies to me also..

arh 2day play dota finally after so long..
rusty like hell le..can bcome atm..
well anywayz..i didn't get caught by edmund ng
by my hair after i cut 1cm of the fringe..lol..

yea..my grandma outta danger zone le..
thanks for evrything..

2007-07-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

2day heard from parents my grandma's
stabilizin..can talk now..and more alert..
thanks for the
support and concern..
appreciate it all..

still prayin..

2007-07-15T01:40:00.000+08:00

a few hrs ago is the anniversary dinner..
went there so early just to
camp at raffles shoppin mall for 1.5hrs

b.lim wore dress for the first time..
stood out from the crowd..
1st part was the speech for 1 hr
sian so took out hp watch transformers while w8in..

after that eat the 10 course meal..
also nth much one.. some if bought from hker centre
maybe nicer..

met a sec 4 boy who has comments on practically
everything..
say about food..say about hp..
talk about teachers...talk abt performances..
abt hw...abt blah blah blah..and it goes on..
but he's quite interesting la..

210 one bunch of crappers...shout here shout there..
take picture in toilet send to evry1..go to other table cope food..
at least made the thing a bit livelier lo..

worst thing is i go poke mr e.ng's stomach..
kena hit on the back quite a few times by him after that..
still got wad....
ya eatin time minghe spoil my appetite..

eat halfway le tell me lilin from ballet in pri.schl
appetite dropped by 3/4..in the end didn't eat that much...

come back home on mrt camped at clementi..
then move to je camp again wait for my..
reach home camp down stair cuz got breeze..
after that change attire go jog a while,
slept down for abt 30 min feed mozies then came up again..

overall still an avrg. day..
still prayin...

2007-07-13T17:45:00.000+08:00

Friday 13th onli wad...
all these things happened..

thought i could control my emotions
but turned out i can't..
just can't help it..happened so quickly..
so suddenly....

May the Lord bless and his mercies keep her..

Thanks to everyone that consoled me..
especially 2...

2007-07-12T19:27:00.001+08:00

@#%&***
hell with him la...
arse hole nv say anything abt him
he backstab me..
bloody arse loserdog..

today nth much la...
after schl chiong home then chiong out again...
anywayz my parents gone overcs
so i'm free..lol

To whom i'm scoldin u btr b careful..

2007-07-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

Today luckily my dad allowed me use comp a while..
so take the chance lor..hahax

today nth much la..
tempt. taking crap stuff..
nv bring thermo so go G.O
aft tt all the lessons super slack
nth to do wadsoeva..

acc sit with weisong then
gl mayee..lol..lame but fun..hahax

BB first time enjoy it dam much..
so dam windy outside..
drill sir let us in the shade
den got cpr dam fun haf to press the ribs of the partner
almost broke jj's ribs,
i oso pia his solar plexils...
Lol he kena tortured until like that..
but now then feel sad n guilty..
anywayz sry will do i hope, lolx

After parade best,
play nxt team but ball taken bac home by upp sec.
then jerry offer his ball play soccer dam fun la
no nxt team evryone slackin with the ball ..
abt 70% scored by header..
Wangcai sad case lor.. kena chosen be goalie
then i and jialat scoring against him..
not bad la his 1-1 can save quite a few shots.
then after that my team scold me say wad i dun take chances
when 1-1 wif wangcai..
so in e end play kelvin style get the ball onli
whack at wc..
sensation of whackin the ball at wc = shiok
sensation of seein wc hold his hand in pain also=shiok
lol..k i dam bad but jialat feels the same i guess...lolx

later sir offer drive my and me home..
jialat and gang waited for us in vain..lolx sorri sorri..
i tag with my go plaza mac..
he treat me upsize stud meal..happi happi...

lol kk i go le...

"actioned"-packed day..

2007-07-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

2dae i was free from the bondage...
the bondage of being trapped in the dark for so dam long..
the truth was finally unraveled b4 my eyes..
hahax...nvm nvm..its ok de..
i knw this day will come sooner or later
k la..actually quite pain when the impact landed..
straight b4 me..quite exaggeratin but that's how
i felt..but thank God that it happened..
was praying for it anywayz he granted it to me..

Quite a day today..
went to church today,
return home for lunch and a little com
then go back to church again at night...
watched The Core.

The worst is the Inspiration compo
sianz 500 words leh darn it man..
sabar dampen my mood by makin me sit in front
still not enough...
Anywayz as the JT style goes...
do everythin at the last minute :D

Just done it a while ago...
missed ugly betty but nvm..
no sacrifice, no victory..lolz
Weisong and Jialat wan me print for them
haiz..nvm my frenz wad..wad to do??

2007-07-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

Today nth to do..
dwnlded transformers and watched it again...
dunno how long i still can live in this
quiet live of mine...feel so deserted..so desolated..
haiz...when will this stop..when will this end...
Haiz...

2007-07-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

Haiz...
today still the same as ytrd,
feel so empty...so alone..
wad's gone into me???
Seriously..wad's goin on...

Got a cbox finally in the blog
after much pestering..
Pls respect it,it has as much dignity as a human
so dun spam..

Live Earth starts juz now at 7..
plan to watch it to cure my emptiness..
maybe until tmr...haiz...

2007-07-06T23:01:00.000+08:00

Dunno wad's gone into me 2day...keep feelin so paranoid.
Nothin went rite 4 me man...jialat blocked my shot,lost in next team blah...
somethin's wrong but i just dunno wad issit, arh pray for a better future..
Haiz...